*sighs*

Still not enjoying the things I once loved.
MR was - dull. Maybe due to the lack of people I like. Maybe due to my mood.
I didn't feel like walking around and not as many people to come over to me.
I don't like how I feel there these days. It's not a community anymore.
Maybe I have different priorities.
I almost don't want my adult life anymore.
I COULD go out all nights of the week, but nor with my workload that I hope to have.
Plus, I'm just - uninterested - in drunken, boozing, druggie parties.
Totally not interested. I might drink, but I don't need it to have fun, and being sober at one of those parties is - sobering.

*sighs*
Hopefully I'll feel better in the morning.
I'm off to bed shortly, I'm going to set my alarms for a reasonable hour tomorrow. I want to get up, get dressed and start laundry, and just pick a spot and start. Then, when the unit comes home I'll either go out to meet Howie, or to the storage unit. I'm liking that idea for Saturday - get up and go over there for the day while she's frigging here.

I just need to remember what an energy suck she is. One of the best times of my life was spent away form here and her.

I'm just so tired. And now it's not lack of sleep. *sighs*
The cost is gonna suck, but this trip with D? I need it a lot.

*rolls eyes*

It figures, I 'm up, I have energy, I have plans, and the Unit fucks them all up.

I got a call at 11, an hour after I set my alarm (Ok I'm a lazy fuck. I'm on pseudo vacation, and haven't been getting enough sleep. I'm going it now.) from Waltham Client. I made plans to go in tomorrow, as I wanted to, The cool thing is, I'm going to bring a bill, at least for last month's hours. Changes are, I can add tomorrow's hours on too. This pays for the work needed on the car, without impacting my "savings" I should plan on going to get the muffler done on Monday. Maybe if I don't need the car on Sunday, but I'm anticipating I will.

Anyway, I get another call at noonish, from Letty and Chris. They're playing hookey from "take your *insert child's relation here* to work" day (Or, why we had my nephew last night and why he's here now, whining) Did I want lunch? HELL YES. We end up at the best place in the whole wide world (or at least in MA and Cambridge UK *grins* except for the 3AM Falafel place near J's flat.) Punjab Cafe, Now online! We chatted about stuff, and it was nice to be social, without being overly social.

I decided to come home, rather than infringe on their day off together, prepared to work on my room. To almost be run over by my mother, pulling in. WTF?

( *Postus interruptus* )

( Cut becuase I love you, familial rantings and money )

Soon, there will be sushi. Hmmmm, sushi.....
And must make plans for next week. I want sushi for lunch! *looks at YOU elvendoll

Heh

Just a nice fuzzy feeling for me.
all my bills are paid this month. I actually don't have to pay anything until at least the 15th of next month.
OK. I have car repairs, and a potential Evil plot 3 in play.
And a wedding *gag* for which I need to pay for dress repairs, and a hotel, and the hairstyle/manicure/pedicure of Doom and the Sunday night festivities. But that's pretty much why I'm working tomorrow. AND there's one more client who owes me AND there's one more client I need to do some major repairs to and work for. And bill for work from March I believe.

Ok, wait - we wanted to feel good about paying bills WAY in advance.
Hmmmmm, warm fuzzies.
(for anyone about to be all "I pay my bills SUPER early!" remember I'm a contractor, sometimes I have to juggle bills in order to eat and keep the car in gas. This WILL be changing. for right now, it's a success.)

Attention

People who want children:

Please observe, you WILL be treated to the following.

- JUST as you sit down on the toilet, JUST as things start moving:
"*knock knock knock* I have to GO!"
Mind you - NOONE has been in the bathroom for at least two hours.

AND
- "I want to watch THIS DVD" I think you should watch the other one.
"NNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
"Change the DVD!" Perfectly capable of doing it, has a Playstation AND a Playstation TWO, AND works a computer and a CD player. but can't "figure out" the DVD player.

Gods get them OUT of the house!

Hmmmmm

Sushi.
All can be made right with sushi.
And Howie, Howie's pretty cool too.
It was nice to be able to go out and not really worry about money for dinner, and EAT major sushi, Plus talk about wedding stuff.

Guess who's going to be doing all the running around she thought to avoid?
Did you guess me?
YOU ARE CORRECT SIR!

*sighs* Now I must juggle laundry and stuff for the weekend.
There appears to be no Ebaying for this fiend this weekend. *sighs*
And yet, there is money to be spent.

More later as it develops, lord you knows you're ALL interested *grins*

Otherwise it's been quiet today. I need to drop a couple of emails, before I start picking up around the room, prepping for tomorrow's early morning laundry session. I intend on doing hunks of laundry, what need doing, around my client. I think this means I'm staying home from ManRay. I wanted to go for P & E, but I didn't want to do it without friends to hang with. Wandering around 90% of the time - NOT my idea of hanging out with. Plus it seems to be a spectacular night, attendence wise, from the buzz I'm hearing - one I'm not prepared to deal with. AFTER the wedding, we'll see. (I know, I'm a broken record. I'm very very sorry.)

Wheee - energy! It must be because I'm all sushi'd up.
And now, for ice cream. Yum.