Whoa

[tiamatlady]

My head is beginning to pound in the exact same spot as last night.
Oh NO you didn't!
One Aleve later, and I think I'm OK. I'm getting in the shower soon, and throwing on something clothes related, and getting the car out front, and digging out what I wore last week. Then I'm going to have Fashion Crisis, and I'm going OUT and I WILL enjoy it. I will especially enjoy the large toasted almond I'm going to have.

I think I'm also going to tackle the question of my filing. If I can get the desk cleaned off at least I'll have accomplished SOMETHING. Then I can go out and away from the crazy people. I had no idea what I was missing byt working all the time. Makes me want to work MORE.

*phonus interruptus* Lou just called. it's nice to hear from him. I'm not going to go into what it's doing to me, emotionally.
Drinkie drinkie drinkie

it's time I got up and did - something. Anything.

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[feline.livejournal.com]

I almost came out tonight. I had a really shitty day. I think mayhaps someone got me confused with another candidate because I got to the training today and found out I was light years behind what they thought I could do. I distinctly told them I did not know one of the billing systems they seemed to think I mastered.

Then I realized that if I came out, I would have likely either been in a fighting mood or immediately wished I hadn't gone out.

I'll leave the drama to deal with for when I feel a lot less wounded.

[tiamatlady]

S'ok. I probably shouldn't be goingout rither, but the idea of staying in MORE makes me more upset. I need out.
i have to get motivated tomorrow, I'm thinking about pulling an allnighter, although I might save that for Friday night, when I can clean in peace.

*hugs*
Feel better.

[emilytbm.livejournal.com]

L will be Drinkie drinkie drinkie as soon as he realizes what a mistake this marriage is.

[tiamatlady]

Oh no, he sounds firmly in marital bliss.
"Now that S is here It's not so bad here."
*GAGS*
This is what I TOLD HIM TO DO a year ago.
"Have her move down and you two get an apartment together off base. Live together for a while, see how you feel." But NO! I'm just a jealous bitch, I can't possibly be right!

He just DID sound thrilled to talk to me and I couldn't muster up my usual enthusiasm. I just think that I've ALREADY lost him and this is just the slow and painful part of it. That I have to WATCH.

The evil part of me hopes that he gets reassigned to Alaska at the last minute. Let's see how three years in the frozen north as opposed to effing Tuscany appeals to her. Probably not, as they're going through the expense of getting all their papers in order. Plus she's pretty much guaranteed to be left alone there, he expects to be out on "business" quite a bit.

GAH! Now I'm getting pissed off again! I promise you - _I'D_ never NEVER do something like this - leave my friends and family to move where I don't even speak the language, and then be left alone there.

*sighs* At least you speak the lanuage. And you needed the change.
I just want to smack the two of them. I'm hoping I can wait til AFTER the ceremony to do it.