Awake

I sent my alarms for 9, aiming for 10. That's how it works. And it did, I'm awake and have checked LJ and email already. It's just starting to get hot in my room and I'm aiming to get out of the house shortly. I decided to work at CPA #2's today, and would like to get there early and just finish the work and get out.

I brought some stuff up from the mini storage box downstairs last night. I'm amazed as how LITTLE is in there. I need to get some more stuff in there, some of the furniture we're not using, Maybe the Atari, and other electronics we're not using that seem to offend the roomie so much. *grumbles* I still need to go through the storage unit itself, but I never seem to have time for that. I'm either working late at the day job, working at one of my clients, or, when the weekend comes, working. I'm starting to get irritated by that.

So anyway, with stuff to do here, but money calling I should get away from this thing. As I've been typing I thought of a plan to get my to do the things I want to (or can do) AND still get to work in a reasonable fashion. Yay!

I'm continually surprised

at how surprised I am when people suck hardcore.

I've seen some pretty stupid things this morning, and in the last few days. Some horrible behavior from adults. Some pretty nasty behavior from kids. selfish all around.

When it endangers my safety, or you turn me into the bad guy, I get pretty irritated. I just don't understand some stuff.

And you know - I'm pretty disappointed in a few of my friends too.

It all stems from the idea that one is always right, and defending oneself isn't POSSIBLE. Like the guy in the car from yesterday - I did the RIGHT thing, but the way he was gesturing and yelling, you'd think I'd just knocked him down and stolen his milk money.

I have an opinion on some things, and the attitude I'm getting is "You're a bitch so you're automatically wrong." Haven't even bothered to find out the impetuous BEHIND why I'm doing or saying or feeling. A perfect stranger, I don't expect to care, and I can only drive away, as fast as possible, to be removed from the situation. My friends? Can't do that, and it hurts they don't want to find out.

Actually - I really shouldn't use that word, should I?

Anyway, I'm in a world of "I know, and I don't care anymore" and wow, that's not a good feeling, but I'm not the bad guy, and I frankly, don't know what else to do. And I'm tired of spinning my wheels. It's better to drive away, as fast as possible, and be removed from the situation.

Time to head to the office. Where there is air conditioning. and money.