I'm continually surprised
Jun. 17th, 2007 12:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyat how surprised I am when people suck hardcore.
I've seen some pretty stupid things this morning, and in the last few days. Some horrible behavior from adults. Some pretty nasty behavior from kids. selfish all around.
When it endangers my safety, or you turn me into the bad guy, I get pretty irritated. I just don't understand some stuff.
And you know - I'm pretty disappointed in a few of my friends too.
It all stems from the idea that one is always right, and defending oneself isn't POSSIBLE. Like the guy in the car from yesterday - I did the RIGHT thing, but the way he was gesturing and yelling, you'd think I'd just knocked him down and stolen his milk money.
I have an opinion on some things, and the attitude I'm getting is "You're a bitch so you're automatically wrong." Haven't even bothered to find out the impetuous BEHIND why I'm doing or saying or feeling. A perfect stranger, I don't expect to care, and I can only drive away, as fast as possible, to be removed from the situation. My friends? Can't do that, and it hurts they don't want to find out.
Actually - I really shouldn't use that word, should I?
Anyway, I'm in a world of "I know, and I don't care anymore" and wow, that's not a good feeling, but I'm not the bad guy, and I frankly, don't know what else to do. And I'm tired of spinning my wheels. It's better to drive away, as fast as possible, and be removed from the situation.
Time to head to the office. Where there is air conditioning. and money.
I've seen some pretty stupid things this morning, and in the last few days. Some horrible behavior from adults. Some pretty nasty behavior from kids. selfish all around.
When it endangers my safety, or you turn me into the bad guy, I get pretty irritated. I just don't understand some stuff.
And you know - I'm pretty disappointed in a few of my friends too.
It all stems from the idea that one is always right, and defending oneself isn't POSSIBLE. Like the guy in the car from yesterday - I did the RIGHT thing, but the way he was gesturing and yelling, you'd think I'd just knocked him down and stolen his milk money.
I have an opinion on some things, and the attitude I'm getting is "You're a bitch so you're automatically wrong." Haven't even bothered to find out the impetuous BEHIND why I'm doing or saying or feeling. A perfect stranger, I don't expect to care, and I can only drive away, as fast as possible, to be removed from the situation. My friends? Can't do that, and it hurts they don't want to find out.
Actually - I really shouldn't use that word, should I?
Anyway, I'm in a world of "I know, and I don't care anymore" and wow, that's not a good feeling, but I'm not the bad guy, and I frankly, don't know what else to do. And I'm tired of spinning my wheels. It's better to drive away, as fast as possible, and be removed from the situation.
Time to head to the office. Where there is air conditioning. and money.
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Date: 2007-06-17 04:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-17 05:01 pm (UTC)But tell me how you really feel. *LOL*
However, I'd love to have dinner. Is it possible to make it laterish - like after 7ish? I need to put in at least 5 or 6 hours at the office, get the work done, and I'm a half hour away from that.
Any idea where you'd be thinking?