My only comment

because baseball bores me.
But you know who's actually responsible for this whole thing, right?

*grins*

Thanks, Nomar.
Hope that door didn't hit you too hard in the ass.
And that the bile rising in your throat right now didn't choke you too much.
Asshat.

I have work foo, and friend foo, and pseudo relationship stuff. But I wore my pretty dress, was complimented a lot on it and tomorrow is, after all, another day.

Now to wash my face, get a drink and a banana muffin bar, and go to sleep. I have stuff to do tomorrow.

as usual

I get up in the morning to something not quite right.
today it's:
- tired from the late night and I overslept, defined as waking up halfway through a show I was hoping to be gone for, instead of Paige-type Charmed. *grins*
- needing a shower BIG TIME - scary hairspray hair!
- meeting today at work that I'm sure will start as "hey! neat!" then "we need you to be more like *blah* to make us happy." I swear if they detail out stuff I can do to make myself a "better person" I'm going to walk.
- finding someone I never expected to unfriended me. Yes I check religiously. This one pisses me off, since I KNOW why it's happening. Top that off with the icing of having my email have a hissie and NOT want to send that email out. I don't know why.
- wondering if CB is going to want to hang out this weekend. Too much to do, not enough time or energy.
- work tomorrow, which will be early, and long. Sucky long.

*sighs* I need a shower.

Wow

Am I ever so pissed.
Seriously, I'm so angry I'm calm.
Off to work and I don't fear that meeting right now.

so

Today wasn't as bad as I thought.
I thought the meeting was today. It's Monday.
but I asked about it, and was ACTUALLY told
"the fact that you thought the meeting was today and not Monday is something we're going to need to address."
My brain slips, are THE problem. They're questioning whether or not I have the time to do the work, and I can't keep my mind on track. I give them two full days a week, but they have "emergencies" because fully grown adults CAN"T BE BOTHERED to do things timely, so they rush it to me, where I sometimes am NOT AT A COMPUTER! Sheesh!
So I think I'm going to end up losing this job thanks to me not being able to baby sit them.
heh, and another "error" just came in - we're missing a whole employee's expenses, and I DO NOT recall entering it. Now, personally, I feel this is WHAT A DOUBLE CHECK is for - THEY think they shouldn't HAVE TO doublecheck, that I should know everything they know, and only spend less than HALF the time doing it???. I'm lucky I found all the damn expenses! I believe that we NEED a double check, especially when sending things to clients.

*ARGH!*

I just can't WAIT TIL EFFING Monday. I'm thinking I need to say "hey, I don't think this is working out."

Yeah anyway, cheap Chinese, Mochachino, and a drive home that didn't involve detours.
And plans for the weekend. Gratified.

Anyway I need to be abed, I think I'm shutting down and tucking myself in.

I swear, if they think they're going to "train" me, I'm going to put my foot down. Everything is copacetic, except when I get these *hands waving like an ape* emails, about things that SHOULD have been out 3 days ago, but _I_ didn't get til yesterday and they need it NOW.

Personally, I don't think I or my work habits are the problem. This time it's the client. Dead Serious.