*le sigh*

Honestly.
I do it to myself every time.
about $50 to get me through til next Monday.
This has to pay for food, gas, parking and whatever else.
Fortunately, I will have checks flood in in the first day or two.
And BaOPF client owes me for the last two weeks, that I will see eventually.
I can't countenance going out tonight. I might have to cancel on KA for Saturday, and the B-52's look doubtful too, unless BaOPF is actually *GASP* in the office and wants to write check today or tomorrow.

I really need to sit down and bill. See what my budget needs to look like. And I have bills I SHOULD have paid that will be cutting it close.

Dammit. I hate the effing struggle. Stupid. And I know it's my fault.
And I don't want to be hungry. Foo.

Heeee!

WHO'S HOUSE!
RUN'S HOUSE!

Guess who just text messaged her way into TWO tickets to the B-52's tomorrow?
Hint - it ain't Run.

I knew I wouldn't be able to get through on the call line, so I tried the other way - their text messaging service. And to think, I wasn't going to be able to go due to money issues.

*BOING BOING BOING*
I have a call in to El - anyone else who is going/might want to go let me know. It's tomorrow in Brockton, and I might be putting out a panicked call for someone to go with me.

Free Tickets when I needed them! I MUST be doing something right!

Whoops

I almost forgot I needed to do laundry. As in "I'm out of underwear" need to do laundry. Believe me, I hate going commando, this was a necessity. Fortunately I remembered in time to do it during "legal" laundry hours, instead of after, since I've been bitching. There are hours to the laundry room, from 8AM til 11PM. For some reason MOST of the people in this building need to do their laundry before 7AM and after midnight. I don't understand it. But, since I'm in the legal hours, I can still bitch *grins*

So I'm obviously not going out. I wouldn't want to hit someone in a patented manner and get yelled at *snicker* I have enough going on this week, what with DEFINATELY going to the B52's and probably Curses on Saturday. I say probably since I'm not sure money will work out.

I do have cold cuts, and Cheddar Jack Cheez-its courtesy of the Unit. Who owes me money for rhe kids stuff. I plan on having a sammich later on. She said I didn't owe her, which pretty much makes us even. Now I Have food for a couple of days, although no soda. But, on the money front I might be up for the day. I bought myself a salad, which I shouldn't have, but it lasted two meals (well one and a half, since I'm still hungry) Then there was noone at the parking attendant's booth so I parked for free ($3, but it's the principle, since this time last month it would have cost me a quarter.) Since I had the extra dollars, I bought myself an iced coffee - french vanilla with cream and sugar. It tasted like dessert. Yum!

Today I went into the evil client, and he said "we need to talk" and I spent the next hour dancing in my seat thinking I was getting fired. Nope, although I assume he's going to try and bully me about my hours. Fuck that and fuck him. I am going to setup a schedule and stick to it, and if HE doesn't have enough work for me, I'm going to use that as an excuse to drop him. Reverse psychology "Sir you said you had 20 hours a week of work for me. I've gotten 5. I can't live on this." hee hee hee I WILL have him fire me, if it's the last thing I do! I can't be bored, I get dangerous. I'm SO ADD about stuff. I like to be busy, and I don't MIND running around if I'm useful and busy, and NOT just to stick my thumb up my ass. But I did tell himI'd be in tomorrow early, so I'm going to hop in the shower tonight, and run out the door to work tomorrow. Let's hope my hair behaves!

Ok need to go move car and throw laundry into a dryer. And remember "She SO did so give him a blowjob in the DJ booth!" *giggles**runs*