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tiamatladyHonestly.
I do it to myself every time.
about $50 to get me through til next Monday.
This has to pay for food, gas, parking and whatever else.
Fortunately, I will have checks flood in in the first day or two.
And BaOPF client owes me for the last two weeks, that I will see eventually.
I can't countenance going out tonight. I might have to cancel on KA for Saturday, and the B-52's look doubtful too, unless BaOPF is actually *GASP* in the office and wants to write check today or tomorrow.
I really need to sit down and bill. See what my budget needs to look like. And I have bills I SHOULD have paid that will be cutting it close.
Dammit. I hate the effing struggle. Stupid. And I know it's my fault.
And I don't want to be hungry. Foo.
I do it to myself every time.
about $50 to get me through til next Monday.
This has to pay for food, gas, parking and whatever else.
Fortunately, I will have checks flood in in the first day or two.
And BaOPF client owes me for the last two weeks, that I will see eventually.
I can't countenance going out tonight. I might have to cancel on KA for Saturday, and the B-52's look doubtful too, unless BaOPF is actually *GASP* in the office and wants to write check today or tomorrow.
I really need to sit down and bill. See what my budget needs to look like. And I have bills I SHOULD have paid that will be cutting it close.
Dammit. I hate the effing struggle. Stupid. And I know it's my fault.
And I don't want to be hungry. Foo.
