My gods

I haven't posted in a whole DAY!
I must be ill!
*grins*

So where was I?
- The "clouds" that were over me on Friday are gone. Well mostly. I'm assuming it was lack of sleep during the week, and too much work and not enough me time. Plus the heat and probably hormones. Yeah, I have excuses. But still, I start getting sleep deprived around Thursday. By the weekend all I want to do is sleep.

- I decided NOT to just up and quit my evil client. I AM going to reduce the hours I work for him. By just pulling back, by making other appointments, etc. I'm going to let him reconsider whether he wants me working for him with suck time constraints. I'm sorry, I was BORED SILLY on Thursday, and just don't think I have enough to keep me busy for 4 hours every fricking DAY! I'd rather come in twice a week. Mondays and Wednesdays. Or Monday and Thursdays. That might work better tho. *shrugs* Anyway I don't feel right about quitting and he IS paying my bills right now.

- In that vein I decided to pursue the other guy who called me, he wants an interview and such. If he can provide me with more work, then I can legitimately cut back my hours with other client while earning a living. And then if he boots me, I can just shrug, and tell the other guy I have more hours to give him *grins* It's not right for me to just up and quit. It IS OK for me to look out for myself.

- So then I go into the weekend with it blocked off socially. Friday night at manRay was neat. Like bunicula said "I feel like it's 1994!" the music was good, ML was right one booze wise, I was surrounded and entertained, and got to chat with a buncha people. I think it was the lack of sleep tho, plus the drama surrounding some people going or not going, but the niceness died down as people trickled out and I left a bit early. Walked a couple of drunk normal slutty chicks to the garage, and they were actually nice. Weird. Came home, passed out without showering. My hair was literally frozen on Saturday *grins*

- Saturday I woke up nice and late, finally felt rested. Didn't get any work done, but that's OK I'm aiming to do it today. Lounged about a bit too long, but still managed to get KA on time, and get over to Toast, for Curses!

- The night deserves its own tick. I mean it's really a NICE place, neat and lounging, and as several people said "This is perfect for US, who decorated this place!" The address given out was quite wrong. It's pretty centrally located in Union Square. KA and I missed the turn into the parking lot but found a perfect space on the side street. She and I tried out most of the couches, before deciding on the big fluffy one. "This is MY couch!" *grins* I fear it's a bit too dark in the room where the DJ, dancing and bar is, but not dark enough in the other rooms. The bartender was AWESOME as was the waitress. Guinness on tap made me happy, and so did the soda! I got my first in a HUGE glass, the second came in a large plastic cup, but I poured it into my glass and it was the same size. The large party size cups everyone has for their BBQs. YAY! We drank a lot, I ended up spending too much money, but it was nice to buy for KA and Matt. I saw a buncha people I wanted to see and everything was nice and relaxed. I don't think is this a "dance space" for me personally. But it's SO NICE to have a choice to dressup on not a school night!

- I do have to try the other space in Lowell, but not next week, as Matt is spinning, and I think KA wants to go again. Now that I've seen the place I can wear my higher heels.

So now it's 3:30, and I Haven't done anything. I can see my pet online, and should poke him. I'm also toying with the idea of calling Captain Charming and seeing if he wants to see a movie, on my boss (I still have the free passes). I get the feeling he's working too much. but I feel so - bold in doing so. I've been so flirty with him lately, I hope he wouldn't take it wrong. Ok Maybe I WANT him to take it wrong *evil grin* but I'm not thinking naughty things. I promise. I swear! STOP LAUGHING!

Anyway I want to poke my pet, I need some water and I have work to do. And I have to wibble about calling C. Geez I set myself up WAY too much. for what I don't know.

Pimpin'

Or rather, being a greedy little slut.

The boxed set of Season 1 InuYasha is coming out in September. Along with the First Movie. I also require the Blue Seiryuu Fushigi Yugi Box set. (although the new releases confuse me. I just want the damnable original box set. I was hoping to send some $$ to Dragoncon, but the B will be too busy. Maybe I can describe what I want to one of the Krue going along, and provide the $$.)

Anyway in this vein, I was thinking this might be a nice addition to my collection, and I need to start putting money aside for this. If I preorder everything from DVD Planet I save a whole bunch. AND, I've already been seeing some birthday annoyance pokings (including one braintrust who angrily blames Pennsic for zir's lack of birthday attention. Goddess give me STRENGTH!) And I figured "You know, if other people can do it SO CAN I!"

So, while IM might be plotting a night out or whatever, if anyone is so inclined, I'm accepting small donations to offset the cost of the boxed set, which I will love and snuggle a lot. You can drop it into my PayPal account, via my Yahoo email address.

ONLY if you want. Chances are I'll feel silly about this, but this is something I'd REALLY like to have, and noone should be footing the bill for it except me.

heh, I actually expect nothing but NOW I have something to look back to which says "Make sure you save up some money, silly monkey!"

Holy shi*t!

I really was beginning to worry.
Money is trickling in, pretty much from being on vacation, and then the lack of work during June. My tooth hurts, I worry about putting gas in the car, I need food stuffs so I don't have to eat out. I have bills to pay and the money coming in is just going to cover some of them.

I go to pay the minimum on my cards (all two of them, with disturbingly low limits. I like it this way - I actually prefer paying the one I use only for gas off every month but haven't been able to do this in the past month.) They're maxed, from me using them for gas.

The one I use as the "car stuff" card - has more available credit. Sometime while I wasn't looking, they raised the limit. Ok - I shouldn't be using credit to survive. But it's taking a HUGE WEIGHT off my mind that I'm going to be ABLE TO PUT GAS IN THE CAR! And I can go to the dentist now instead of later!

Seriously, I'm trying to be upbeat. But there are times I'm ready to chuck the whole thing and get that "real job" that will suck the life right out of me. I don't want a half life, and work is NOT my life. I don't like sitting around bored. And lots of times my former jobs degenerated into that. I can't do that again.

Anyway, I have to call the dentist in the morning. Now that I feel I can. I can at least pay for most of it - it depends on what needs to be done and I can pay for antibiotics as well. Then I call the Unit's oral surgeon for an appointment. Supposedly SHE does payment plans.

The issue is my complete lack of savings. I'm getting tired of this happening. I don't like putting things off that NEED to be done. My car is one thing like that. There's stuff I need to do. You can bet your ass that NOONE is going to make me do anything I think I shouldn't again. I have to repeat I would NOT have gone to England this last time if I didn't feel intense pressure to make someone else a good time. And I guess failed. What and Ever.

I have to finish putting stuff away and I might boot up the laptop to do some spreadsheets.