heh

It's funny how teasing a boy can make one feel better.
although he should watch his "back" *grins*

Work sucked, antisocial I stayed home from goffee.
I Do feel better now, should be able to make it out tomorrow.
I hate the client, I'd love to quit, but he's the Sugar Daddy right now.

Suck day at work tomorrow and it's hot in here. I swear my tooth is doing bad things and now I Have to worry about THAT costing me money too. Suck suck and uber suck. I'm thinking about calling my mother's oral surgeon. She said the magic "payment plan" words, and if I can get these out I won't have to worry about losing worktime.

Anyway, bed and work tomorrow. I really wish I had a booty call available, I think, as much as I'm swearing off dating, that I should find a plaything or two. Just to take my mind off things. We'll see. Must be available for pages, or calls, and secret messages which mean "get your ass over here and get naked NOW" I require references.

Yeah, didn't I say bed, sleep? yeah.

I should not be posting

I'm really overly late for when I wanted to leave for the office.
I keep having problems only money can fix, and I don't have enough to spread around. Things are going to be tight for a LONG while. I have to go shopping with what's in my wallet, so I don't eat out as much. I see a lot of meal supplements in my future. that is, IF I can chew. It took me over an hour to finish last night, due to soreness in the "bad" tooth.

but I have to say this; which is an idea I just saw on my friends friends list.

If ANYONE suggests to me that Orlando Bloom (whom I love like an incestuous brother) would make an AWESOME Gambit
You
Will
Be
Shot.

Gambit is tall, rail thin, rakishly handsome, with a 1000 watt smile, and nimble fingers.
While my elfling is adorable, and makes a great elf, he IS NOT Gambit. I don't know WHO is, but it's NOT ORLANDO BLOOM. There is a BIG difference between Legolas and Gambit, mostly attitude wise.

Thank you drive through.

Oh nelly

On the way down to work, while I sat in traffic, I pondered my work life.

I made a BIG mistake with one of my clients. I never should have taken him on as a client. This would be BaOPF. The money doesn't work, the hours don't work, and, in fact, I'm beginning to hate him as a human being. I was just ready to settle into my time there, and got to thinking "Wait a sec, what about all this OTHER stuff?"

See, he's not paying me my going rate. I'll be working MORE hours for LESS money. And some of you say "Well gee Tia, a job is a job."

BUT:
- I've had interest from other, BETTER PAYING, sources.
- he's interfering with my already established BETTER PAYING clients
- he's interfering with my NEW, BETTER PAYING clients
- I'm pretty sure I lost that job I REALLY wanted thanks to him.

are we seeing a pattern?

I actually figured out, during the drive, that I was LOSING money by working for him.

Plus, he's an asshole, and I don't like him.

I'm going to sleep on it for the weekend. Monday I'm probably going to ask him to start the hunt for someone else, and I will continue to work for him til he finds someone, and not let him "waste his time" training me. I don't know WHAT I'm going to tell him. I'm probably going to say that I don't think we'll "mesh" long term. If he gives me an immediate walk I'll interview with the guy who called me last week. The one who works for a CPA, and has "lots" of bookkeeping projects that probably work better with my schedule.

I mean this guy is just an Asshole, and the fact thatI'm losing money? NOT what I had in mind. I can't work 15 hours a week for this guy and slowly lose my self respect and start to LOATHE him.

It helps that my CPA I've worked for for years, agrees with me.
My stomach is in knots, but I BETCHA I'm doing the right thing here. I don't feel right about him at ALL.

Son of a

BITCH!

I swear, I cannot win in the lottery of life. EVERY TIME I want to go out on a Friday, SOMETHING effs things up.

I mean, I'd gotten used to being alone when going out, OK? So i don't like picking people up unless they are on my way. It's a quirk, it's my car.

I can handle the working late - hey mommy needs the money. I want to get everything done for my CPA so I don't have to worry about her, or scheduleing her NEXT week (or worse - there are some BAD crowd type things going on down here in the next month)

I CAN'T handle the backing out AT THE LAST minute of people I was counting on to pick someone else up. I KNOW she wants me to pick her up, but I just CAN'T I'll be lucky to make it into the club at ANYTHING resembling a decent hour. I have enough work to keep me here PRETTY DAMN LATE and I ALMOST want ot say "eff it" to going out!

First thing - I'm going to call her and say I can't pick her up. Second I'm going to work instead of reading LJ. Thing is I effed up royally on something and pretty much have to redo it, THEN finish another project. THEN I want something to eat from a particular place. And I don't think I should NOT have to get it. THEN I must get home and change, do something with my mop AND THEN get to the club before everyone goes home.

If I were only responsible for me this wouldn't be an issue. It's when the other humans jump in and eff things up that I get pissed.

Right, I can't go anywhere if I don't finish this.