Wow, almost Bah Humbug

[tiamatlady]

I'm in a decidedly foul mood this morning. As in there's almost two me's, one just enh, flowing along with things, and this other one, who is very very angry. I VERY OBVIOUSLY don't do so well with days off to rest, especially after a high volume, high stress week. yesterday was pretty bad, I didn't even leave the house. And I was supposed to. I just couldn't do it. I'd encountered enough nasty people over the weekend that I just didn't want to go anywhere. Then Teh Unit called back, to ask me if I'd checked in on So and So, or had I done Such and Such. Uh, HI, you're the one that moved, I did NOT automatically become the caretaker around here. It wasn't that she'd asked, she hadn't, it's just she assumed I would just think of and do. I didn't do it before she left, why would I do it now?

It just wasn't a restful day, I had trouble getting to sleep, had trouble STAYING asleep and woke up cranky, AND I'm sans coffee. I'm thinking of volunteering to make a run, just to get out of the office and correct my way of thinking. I've been here a half hour.

Meh - it's just I have responsibilities that clash with one another. Whenever I try and fix things, I get whined at from all sides. Makes me want to pick up, give the world the finger ("Can you see this? I'm doing this as hard as I can, Ur.") and go away. Pre Tax Season, this is bad.

I think I need to make a coffee run. I think it might help.