Can one post out of resentment?
Aug. 31st, 2006 09:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyYou know, like posting out of spite?
We had the 8AM meeting. You people know me. 8 is only a PM. So is 7 and 6. 9 barely qualifies. So being up and out to be just a hair late for my 8am meeting is a feat. And to spend it talking about NOTHING business related - well let's say I'm going to make up for that by posting to LJ before I get going.
I need a Donald Trump Icon, for when the day is fired. I'd have used it all week. It IS getting better as things are getting done from my To Do list. Maybe I'll do that this weekend. I've decided most of the weekend is "Me, and my couch" time. I need to just CHILL so I can deal with the level of work that will be coming down the pipe next week.
Also, C is in the process of moving out, and M is moving in. I'm getting himself and the rest of his things tomorrow after work. I fear this will cause more stress than usual, but I need to become acquinted with the word "no" for myself. As in I don't need to worry about himself getting to work, he'll get himself there. or getting him if he goes out. I feel bad for all without a car, but he's a big boy, and managed so far. I just KNOW how it works, how one ride becomes every morning. But the offset is I don't like him enough to get up THAT early. *LOL*
So let's see, what have I been up to?
- Went to Ceremony on Monday and it didn't suck. I didn't dance though, which is how I qualify a good night. And one of the songs Nate played, after turning up the bass, owes me dinner and drinks after being that intimate - I felt it all the way to my toes. Not in a good way.
- Had burritos and ice cream with![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
kanine last week, which was a well needed respite from work. Plus, there was hot ice cream boy. R didn't see it, but he had that geeky look I'm attracted to. NOONE else thought Coatboy was hot - I could have stared at him all night. It's NOT just the face, it's the carraige. Anyway, he was super cute, and I was very disappinted he didn't wait on us. I'd say he has a gf/wife, but he works in an ice cream place - chances are he was single *LOL*
Uh, sadly, that's all I can think of.
I have some tentative plans this weekend, but with marathons of SVU and The Closer on Monday, I'm sorry I'm staying in. I'd like to pop down to the Noise fest, although not to go in, but to see if we can tempt the Caustic peeps out for a beer or 8. I should email them (or see if anyone is paying attention *lol*) There's Drop Dead Don't Bother which a few people are going to, but it's SO not my idea of good music. I have only one way of communication, via my wallet, and it's staying home. Same reason it's staying home Sunday too. Sunday nights are no fun anymore, I miss the days of Dan and Brad (even if Brad has this thing for German Floor Killing music, it was honest, and so is he) and I know things have to change. I'd just like to see, you know, better. Not, equal or worse, less.
Meh, I'm just spoiled. I almost don't like having seen what I have, and even that is just the tip of the iceberg. I know I've only scratched the surface of what I COULD do, and see. I don't want to be eliteist, but I DO think I should have a good time for my money. If I'm not having a good time, I shouldn't spend the cash. I'd rather save it towards something I WILL enjoy.
as always, since I know whiney people just LOOK for stuff, this is MHO, yours might differ. And frankly, in this place, I don't care if it does.
OK, I should get working. I hope today will be quiet, and I can post again later. I know there are things brewing about, and maybe putting them down will help me process.
We had the 8AM meeting. You people know me. 8 is only a PM. So is 7 and 6. 9 barely qualifies. So being up and out to be just a hair late for my 8am meeting is a feat. And to spend it talking about NOTHING business related - well let's say I'm going to make up for that by posting to LJ before I get going.
I need a Donald Trump Icon, for when the day is fired. I'd have used it all week. It IS getting better as things are getting done from my To Do list. Maybe I'll do that this weekend. I've decided most of the weekend is "Me, and my couch" time. I need to just CHILL so I can deal with the level of work that will be coming down the pipe next week.
Also, C is in the process of moving out, and M is moving in. I'm getting himself and the rest of his things tomorrow after work. I fear this will cause more stress than usual, but I need to become acquinted with the word "no" for myself. As in I don't need to worry about himself getting to work, he'll get himself there. or getting him if he goes out. I feel bad for all without a car, but he's a big boy, and managed so far. I just KNOW how it works, how one ride becomes every morning. But the offset is I don't like him enough to get up THAT early. *LOL*
So let's see, what have I been up to?
- Went to Ceremony on Monday and it didn't suck. I didn't dance though, which is how I qualify a good night. And one of the songs Nate played, after turning up the bass, owes me dinner and drinks after being that intimate - I felt it all the way to my toes. Not in a good way.
- Had burritos and ice cream with
kanine last week, which was a well needed respite from work. Plus, there was hot ice cream boy. R didn't see it, but he had that geeky look I'm attracted to. NOONE else thought Coatboy was hot - I could have stared at him all night. It's NOT just the face, it's the carraige. Anyway, he was super cute, and I was very disappinted he didn't wait on us. I'd say he has a gf/wife, but he works in an ice cream place - chances are he was single *LOL*Uh, sadly, that's all I can think of.
I have some tentative plans this weekend, but with marathons of SVU and The Closer on Monday, I'm sorry I'm staying in. I'd like to pop down to the Noise fest, although not to go in, but to see if we can tempt the Caustic peeps out for a beer or 8. I should email them (or see if anyone is paying attention *lol*) There's Drop Dead Don't Bother which a few people are going to, but it's SO not my idea of good music. I have only one way of communication, via my wallet, and it's staying home. Same reason it's staying home Sunday too. Sunday nights are no fun anymore, I miss the days of Dan and Brad (even if Brad has this thing for German Floor Killing music, it was honest, and so is he) and I know things have to change. I'd just like to see, you know, better. Not, equal or worse, less.
Meh, I'm just spoiled. I almost don't like having seen what I have, and even that is just the tip of the iceberg. I know I've only scratched the surface of what I COULD do, and see. I don't want to be eliteist, but I DO think I should have a good time for my money. If I'm not having a good time, I shouldn't spend the cash. I'd rather save it towards something I WILL enjoy.
as always, since I know whiney people just LOOK for stuff, this is MHO, yours might differ. And frankly, in this place, I don't care if it does.
OK, I should get working. I hope today will be quiet, and I can post again later. I know there are things brewing about, and maybe putting them down will help me process.
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Date: 2006-08-31 04:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-31 04:07 pm (UTC)*grins*
You want to design a layout/icons/color scheme for the Cruxshadows Community while you're at it?
PS - SO using the icon!
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Date: 2006-08-31 04:11 pm (UTC)for some reason the idiots and I have the same tastes in some things, and I HATE seeing things I like corrupted by them.
At least the Cruxshadows are safe...NOONE likes them except me and a whole bunch of 12 year olds.
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Date: 2006-08-31 05:06 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-08-31 05:43 pm (UTC)hoping to make it to prov for that reason only.
(:3