Yep still alive
Mar. 16th, 2006 12:36 amI feel like I ought to update, I guess.
Still busy, it's 30 days til - well - it's over, and I don't know if I'm going to make it.
BUT, the big shite at the day job is almost over. At least over to out of MY hands, which will remove some stress and let me get some projects done. And get a head start on next month.
I figured out a work thing that needs addressing. I NEED to start coming in on time, which isn't easy since I sleep later and stay up later as I get stressed. It's the first reaction. But I NEED to start leaving on time. And after the Season, I need to reclaim my life. No more staying at home all the time. Something has to give, and I've right had enough of it. I don't owe them my whole life. I need to remember that. NOTHING is as life or death as the clients make it out to be.
I need to make "me" a priority again.I'm doing that with the trip, and I'm doing that with purging lots of stuff I just don't need. Makes room for the meanful stuff and new stuff. I'm also thinking up projects I want to do. I'm going to try and set myself aside nights to do stuff for me, as much as others.
And I need to go out and have fun. That's key.
For now, it pleases me to take off to bed and watch more Howl's Moving Castle.
Night all, more later.
Still busy, it's 30 days til - well - it's over, and I don't know if I'm going to make it.
BUT, the big shite at the day job is almost over. At least over to out of MY hands, which will remove some stress and let me get some projects done. And get a head start on next month.
I figured out a work thing that needs addressing. I NEED to start coming in on time, which isn't easy since I sleep later and stay up later as I get stressed. It's the first reaction. But I NEED to start leaving on time. And after the Season, I need to reclaim my life. No more staying at home all the time. Something has to give, and I've right had enough of it. I don't owe them my whole life. I need to remember that. NOTHING is as life or death as the clients make it out to be.
I need to make "me" a priority again.I'm doing that with the trip, and I'm doing that with purging lots of stuff I just don't need. Makes room for the meanful stuff and new stuff. I'm also thinking up projects I want to do. I'm going to try and set myself aside nights to do stuff for me, as much as others.
And I need to go out and have fun. That's key.
For now, it pleases me to take off to bed and watch more Howl's Moving Castle.
Night all, more later.