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tiamatladyI think I just hit bottom.
I do NOT want to drive an hour to work. I really don't. I'd rather give up next Friday. I need to call her and tell her that. I have a lot to do, but I think it's all manageable in one day.
If I have a week like this in tax season it MIGHT just kill me.
I was determined to go last night. Insistent on it even. Teh Unit's BF wanted me to do a project of sorts, but I totally refused until Sunday. Now I'm not so sure. I'm just - done. Like stick a fork in me, aw shit it's overcooked done. And I'd rather not fall on my face tomorrow and be unable to do anything.
You know, I'm not going. I'm going to hop in the shower, then go over to deal with my recycling. I'm going to deal with my room, and maybe take some pictures of things for give away and sale. Without heading out to work I can eat at home instead, and I'm short on money, since being very good about bill paying.
*sighs* I hate this but If I went I'd end up goofing off and NOT doing what I'd need to do, and that wastes her time and mine.
OK Must check messages and hop in the shower! Why is it only on the weekends do I have time for this thing and to not feel overwhelmed? I have to figure out a solution.
I do NOT want to drive an hour to work. I really don't. I'd rather give up next Friday. I need to call her and tell her that. I have a lot to do, but I think it's all manageable in one day.
If I have a week like this in tax season it MIGHT just kill me.
I was determined to go last night. Insistent on it even. Teh Unit's BF wanted me to do a project of sorts, but I totally refused until Sunday. Now I'm not so sure. I'm just - done. Like stick a fork in me, aw shit it's overcooked done. And I'd rather not fall on my face tomorrow and be unable to do anything.
You know, I'm not going. I'm going to hop in the shower, then go over to deal with my recycling. I'm going to deal with my room, and maybe take some pictures of things for give away and sale. Without heading out to work I can eat at home instead, and I'm short on money, since being very good about bill paying.
*sighs* I hate this but If I went I'd end up goofing off and NOT doing what I'd need to do, and that wastes her time and mine.
OK Must check messages and hop in the shower! Why is it only on the weekends do I have time for this thing and to not feel overwhelmed? I have to figure out a solution.
