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tiamatladyI've been reliving some childhood tv watching, watching the two lonely episodes of Force Five -Spaceketeers that I have.
Also been poking around on Ebay for the same said anime. See I figured someday I'd find the English episodes bootlegged from somewhere. Like the first season of Starblazers I have, from my first Sci Fi con.
I found a guy auctioning a "movie" that I wasn't sure about, and he had a message "I have a lot more, please email for details." So I did.
He has all 26 episodes I used to watch, in English. I don't even CARE how much they cost!!! I've looked at him on Ebay and he has a lot of positive feedback, buyers and sellers. As soon as I get my PayPal account running I'm getting it.
Ok, it's patheti-sad. I know. But, damn I need some comfort. I work and sleep and nothing gets better and everything gets worse. I just work and don't go out all that much and I still can't get up in the morning. I think I need the season to be over. I want to be able to not be pissed becuase one of my friend's wants me to do something, becuase I had planned on vegging and now I can't (OK I COULD say no, but I've doing that because of work.) I'm tired of feeling guilty for working/sleeping/ going to ManRay.
*sigh*
Less than a month, less then 3 weeks, and I can take some time off. I'm taking at least a day or two where I do nothing but watch TV. Oh and I'm getting tanked, somewhere. It may be Ceremony, or ManRay or hell BOTH! I just need a ride home. Hmmmm, Guiness or Terri's Toasted Almonds. Ah Alcohol my dark little friend......
Spring approaches, and I'd better get my usual May fix. See. since I had a "distraction" removed from my life, and allowed myself to actually LIKE the cute ones instead of turning them over to the "distraction" becuase of COURSE they liked her better, I've scored almost every May. Last May was the first in 4 years. I place the blame squarely on Ben. I'm sorry, but he threw off the bell curve. The first was my friend Lauri's roomie at the time, Damien. Oh, he was SUCH a putz. But he had the most beautiful hair, his Cruella DeVille look. He had that hair, a lime green smoking jacket and matching Docs, for Lauri and Chris' wedding. He took one look at me and said "Fresh Meat" and I got a little freak on my arm for the evening. It was empowering. And so was getting over him less than a month later, becuase he was such an ass.
The next May was Lou. He lasted almost all summer, that lil' cutie. We had some bad moments, but I got my fix, and one of my best friends out of it, IF he can keep away from dumb sluts who insult me in MY house (To quote Marc - "Look at this stupid kitten. Stupid Stupid kitten.")
Speaking of Marc - he was the following May. *grin* Not his most treasured moments, I'm sure. And he ran me through a ringer that summer. But all my upset was due to wounded pride, as is everything going on is now. (Except for the groveling, I couldn't stand the groveling. *shudder*) Oh and the fact that he was dating someone and refused to tell me about it. Dork. She had the nerve to glare at me in my house too. I'm senseing a pattern.
So, whom is it in May? I usually meet someone new, but I think I have my heart set on one at the top of my male food chain. perhaps the cute boi, IF he smartens up and makes amends for ignoring me. There are a couple of boys that fit that category, a chance meeting is all that stands between me and Mr. Right Now. My deep dark longing is set for Constantine though. He's Oh so continental, and friendly and cheerful! What the HELL is he doing in a goth club!?!? *sigh* He has that little European way of the "kiss on both cheeks" when he says hello or goodbye. Oh, that's SO nice. Polite, and sweet. WHAT a difference *glares around*! I'll bet he opens doors, and pulls out chairs and gets me off first *LOL* Maybe it's a little old fashioned, and lord knows I have NO manners, but I'd love to have a man treat me like his queen, instead of me having to TELL him to. *laugh*
Well, May is a bit away, I don't need to worry, the goddess will provide. As long as Ben keeps it in his pants *evil grin*
Also been poking around on Ebay for the same said anime. See I figured someday I'd find the English episodes bootlegged from somewhere. Like the first season of Starblazers I have, from my first Sci Fi con.
I found a guy auctioning a "movie" that I wasn't sure about, and he had a message "I have a lot more, please email for details." So I did.
He has all 26 episodes I used to watch, in English. I don't even CARE how much they cost!!! I've looked at him on Ebay and he has a lot of positive feedback, buyers and sellers. As soon as I get my PayPal account running I'm getting it.
Ok, it's patheti-sad. I know. But, damn I need some comfort. I work and sleep and nothing gets better and everything gets worse. I just work and don't go out all that much and I still can't get up in the morning. I think I need the season to be over. I want to be able to not be pissed becuase one of my friend's wants me to do something, becuase I had planned on vegging and now I can't (OK I COULD say no, but I've doing that because of work.) I'm tired of feeling guilty for working/sleeping/ going to ManRay.
*sigh*
Less than a month, less then 3 weeks, and I can take some time off. I'm taking at least a day or two where I do nothing but watch TV. Oh and I'm getting tanked, somewhere. It may be Ceremony, or ManRay or hell BOTH! I just need a ride home. Hmmmm, Guiness or Terri's Toasted Almonds. Ah Alcohol my dark little friend......
Spring approaches, and I'd better get my usual May fix. See. since I had a "distraction" removed from my life, and allowed myself to actually LIKE the cute ones instead of turning them over to the "distraction" becuase of COURSE they liked her better, I've scored almost every May. Last May was the first in 4 years. I place the blame squarely on Ben. I'm sorry, but he threw off the bell curve. The first was my friend Lauri's roomie at the time, Damien. Oh, he was SUCH a putz. But he had the most beautiful hair, his Cruella DeVille look. He had that hair, a lime green smoking jacket and matching Docs, for Lauri and Chris' wedding. He took one look at me and said "Fresh Meat" and I got a little freak on my arm for the evening. It was empowering. And so was getting over him less than a month later, becuase he was such an ass.
The next May was Lou. He lasted almost all summer, that lil' cutie. We had some bad moments, but I got my fix, and one of my best friends out of it, IF he can keep away from dumb sluts who insult me in MY house (To quote Marc - "Look at this stupid kitten. Stupid Stupid kitten.")
Speaking of Marc - he was the following May. *grin* Not his most treasured moments, I'm sure. And he ran me through a ringer that summer. But all my upset was due to wounded pride, as is everything going on is now. (Except for the groveling, I couldn't stand the groveling. *shudder*) Oh and the fact that he was dating someone and refused to tell me about it. Dork. She had the nerve to glare at me in my house too. I'm senseing a pattern.
So, whom is it in May? I usually meet someone new, but I think I have my heart set on one at the top of my male food chain. perhaps the cute boi, IF he smartens up and makes amends for ignoring me. There are a couple of boys that fit that category, a chance meeting is all that stands between me and Mr. Right Now. My deep dark longing is set for Constantine though. He's Oh so continental, and friendly and cheerful! What the HELL is he doing in a goth club!?!? *sigh* He has that little European way of the "kiss on both cheeks" when he says hello or goodbye. Oh, that's SO nice. Polite, and sweet. WHAT a difference *glares around*! I'll bet he opens doors, and pulls out chairs and gets me off first *LOL* Maybe it's a little old fashioned, and lord knows I have NO manners, but I'd love to have a man treat me like his queen, instead of me having to TELL him to. *laugh*
Well, May is a bit away, I don't need to worry, the goddess will provide. As long as Ben keeps it in his pants *evil grin*
