I cannot even tell you
Feb. 4th, 2005 12:03 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladywhat a massive headache I have.
It's been a VERY LONG week. I've learned that If I go too long between SOME form of meals, I get weepy and testy, and prone to mild panic attacks. I'm also tired of my life being ONE LARGE HASSLE after another. I'm tired of a lot of different things making this week unholy, unmitigated, living hell.
MASSIVE props must go out to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
poetman for moral, verbal and auto related support. I might have just broken down once or twice if not being able to just TALK without judgment. Plus he picked my walking ass up, drove me home AND took me to look at cars.
And I'm not even putting out.... *evil grin*
Anyway, I'm hoping that I can report good stuff after the weekend. I REFUSE to jinx myself, by making some sort of announcement before papers are in my hands. However, I've been watching fate move me in ever tightening circles, down to tonight, when one option, and I used the words "required to explore," was removed from contention before I set foot in the building. What's left is pretty damn close to perfect, and I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, seriously, I'm very surprised.
But I have a LOT of work to do in the meantime, so don't expect to hear from me much over the next couple.
And now I need to go settle into bed, so that as soon as Full Metal Alchemist is over I can go to sleep.
It's been a VERY LONG week. I've learned that If I go too long between SOME form of meals, I get weepy and testy, and prone to mild panic attacks. I'm also tired of my life being ONE LARGE HASSLE after another. I'm tired of a lot of different things making this week unholy, unmitigated, living hell.
MASSIVE props must go out to
poetman for moral, verbal and auto related support. I might have just broken down once or twice if not being able to just TALK without judgment. Plus he picked my walking ass up, drove me home AND took me to look at cars.And I'm not even putting out.... *evil grin*
Anyway, I'm hoping that I can report good stuff after the weekend. I REFUSE to jinx myself, by making some sort of announcement before papers are in my hands. However, I've been watching fate move me in ever tightening circles, down to tonight, when one option, and I used the words "required to explore," was removed from contention before I set foot in the building. What's left is pretty damn close to perfect, and I'm waiting for the other shoe to drop, seriously, I'm very surprised.
But I have a LOT of work to do in the meantime, so don't expect to hear from me much over the next couple.
And now I need to go settle into bed, so that as soon as Full Metal Alchemist is over I can go to sleep.
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Date: 2005-02-04 05:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-04 05:56 am (UTC)Perhaps it's fate telling me that I'm just entirely too self-absorbed?
I'm beginning to think so.
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Date: 2005-02-04 02:32 pm (UTC)"Gee, I wonder if she's mad at me?"
or
"gee, I wonder if I should be mad at HER?"
and I keep telling myself
"Hey, we're both busy and cranky. it'll end up working out in the end."
I think you just have a crappy cell *grins* If you get a chance give me a poke. I'll be working on the Cape today and tomorrow (provided I can get a rental car) and might not have too much time to talk. Sunday I have other work to do, but mostly at home.
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-02-04 08:32 pm (UTC)Yeah, today did not start off well.
I'll give a try either tonight or tomorrow.
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-02-04 11:41 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-02-04 02:33 pm (UTC)