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Oct. 29th, 2001 02:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyWent to a movie Friday night.
It was good. Everyone should see it, before Bunni gets his hands on the DVD.
Felt, disconnected. Harvard Square has lost all meaning for me. I used to love it there, but I never went in for the hours in the Pit, like some of my friends, but I used to love to shop, or wander. Had some of my best discussions down by the river. And some of the worst.
Saw the ex roommate, for the first time in two years. I got on the train to head back to my parked car in Central, and saw him, as he made himself known, stepping into my view. He waved, all happy, as if I'd forgotten all the bullshit he'd put me through. I acknowledged him, but that's all. I think I hurt his ickle feelings. Good.
I came to the decision that I'm too nice. I get used far too often. That's gonna stop. I'm tired of playing nice. Maybe the next time I get pissed at someone I should knock them through a wall, instead of letting them prance about. *grins* Sounds like a plan.
And in that vein, when faced with a situation that would have DEFINATELY resulting in some head knocking, I chose to NOT enter the situation, although that does go against my "too nice" policy, I don't actually want to hurt those who give to me and do for me. So, I ended up here, with them, for much abuse of the cast, and some very disturbing Spank My Booty, with Kyle. I can't wait to see him, I had no idea he was so good at slapping his own ass. Plus I got to throw rice on these little idiots not having at least a decent time in front of us, getting rid of some much needed tension.
So the line up this week involves a bunch of work, for a friggin change, of course the one week I asked for off, including an early morning on Tuesday, preventing me from the movie on Monday, hence the Friday viewing. Oh yeah, and the wedding. Let me just say that this is a total train wreck, and I have nothing to do with it's success. Yes, I know the Maid of Honor is supposed to have all of herself invested, but when I keep getting 1) denied the loop, 2) pissed off/on, and 3) prevented from doing my duties, well I refuse to take any kind of credit/blame for what follows.
I wish I were going to this game next weekend, but I've never been before, and Katie isn't going due to money constraints. I was going to NPC, and I'll betcha money that a weekend of chasing geeks and dorks through the forest and beating the crap outta them with boffer weapons would have done me some good. Anyone want to volunteer for target practice? *evil grin* I can do this one of two ways. 1) Boffer weapons or 2) rough sex. Your call. Heh. If I thought those polls were any kind of good idea, I'd use one here. The only one I was tempted to answer, I thought might not be wise. I need to get some groundwork laid first, make sure me and my target are on the same wavelength. It's the least I can do, I'm not a total asshole, just arrogant and self centered *evil grin*
I should go to bed, but I did nothing today. Huh. I should email some half assed friends about their assumptions about my plans for today. I may let my anger fester, then let them have it. I'm wondering why I've kept useless people around for so long. I'm getting rid of them one by one. And it feels, better? Lighter, anyway. Maybe some day, I'll have only my own burdens to carry, and not a bunch of other's garbage too.
It was good. Everyone should see it, before Bunni gets his hands on the DVD.
Felt, disconnected. Harvard Square has lost all meaning for me. I used to love it there, but I never went in for the hours in the Pit, like some of my friends, but I used to love to shop, or wander. Had some of my best discussions down by the river. And some of the worst.
Saw the ex roommate, for the first time in two years. I got on the train to head back to my parked car in Central, and saw him, as he made himself known, stepping into my view. He waved, all happy, as if I'd forgotten all the bullshit he'd put me through. I acknowledged him, but that's all. I think I hurt his ickle feelings. Good.
I came to the decision that I'm too nice. I get used far too often. That's gonna stop. I'm tired of playing nice. Maybe the next time I get pissed at someone I should knock them through a wall, instead of letting them prance about. *grins* Sounds like a plan.
And in that vein, when faced with a situation that would have DEFINATELY resulting in some head knocking, I chose to NOT enter the situation, although that does go against my "too nice" policy, I don't actually want to hurt those who give to me and do for me. So, I ended up here, with them, for much abuse of the cast, and some very disturbing Spank My Booty, with Kyle. I can't wait to see him, I had no idea he was so good at slapping his own ass. Plus I got to throw rice on these little idiots not having at least a decent time in front of us, getting rid of some much needed tension.
So the line up this week involves a bunch of work, for a friggin change, of course the one week I asked for off, including an early morning on Tuesday, preventing me from the movie on Monday, hence the Friday viewing. Oh yeah, and the wedding. Let me just say that this is a total train wreck, and I have nothing to do with it's success. Yes, I know the Maid of Honor is supposed to have all of herself invested, but when I keep getting 1) denied the loop, 2) pissed off/on, and 3) prevented from doing my duties, well I refuse to take any kind of credit/blame for what follows.
I wish I were going to this game next weekend, but I've never been before, and Katie isn't going due to money constraints. I was going to NPC, and I'll betcha money that a weekend of chasing geeks and dorks through the forest and beating the crap outta them with boffer weapons would have done me some good. Anyone want to volunteer for target practice? *evil grin* I can do this one of two ways. 1) Boffer weapons or 2) rough sex. Your call. Heh. If I thought those polls were any kind of good idea, I'd use one here. The only one I was tempted to answer, I thought might not be wise. I need to get some groundwork laid first, make sure me and my target are on the same wavelength. It's the least I can do, I'm not a total asshole, just arrogant and self centered *evil grin*
I should go to bed, but I did nothing today. Huh. I should email some half assed friends about their assumptions about my plans for today. I may let my anger fester, then let them have it. I'm wondering why I've kept useless people around for so long. I'm getting rid of them one by one. And it feels, better? Lighter, anyway. Maybe some day, I'll have only my own burdens to carry, and not a bunch of other's garbage too.
