Oh my goth

[tiamatlady]

bored diddly doodly bored.
Hate hate hate it here.
If i actually put my mind to the work I'd be leaving in a half hour.
NOT making the client happy. So I putter.

I get to see the Cruxshadows tonight! I'm trying to be excited but there's a bunch of things bringing me down:

- this place *gags* I just hope I get out of here at a reasonable hour, to go home and primp. I haven't been feeling very "cute" lately, I feel too big for my own skin. I think I need to remedy that some. But anyway, tonight I WILL look cute. I have my outfit picked out (in my head) and let's hope the bod cooperates. In more ways than one. Since the face/skin thing I've had issues about every little thing.

- The CONSTANT Rogue negativity on my friends and friends of list. I mean, it's NOT as if anything I'm reading HASN'T BEEN OBVIOUS for years! You should have seen the post I STARTED this morning! Sheesh! Anyway, I still love him/his music, and I ALWAYS find the shows entertaining and engaging. I'm looking forward to hearing the stuff live tonight. I'm not bringing my camera, even tho I thought I might try, so I can just sit on back and enjoy.

- Wondering if there's going to be any drama. I mean sheesh, Let It Go already! I don't even obsess about things this long, and I'm pretty bad! *rolls eyes* I mean what do I expect anyway?

- the anticipation of the Leetle Children out, and being overly perky. You know the ones, those who think, "Gee he's standing there With His Fiancee, maybe if I flash my tits/scream the loudest, he'll DATE ME!" UGH that drives me batty! It's just getting worse too. I mean I admit to be all about being up front. But sheesh! I'm getting old and crotchety. You Kids Get Off My Lawn! *grins*

- Not something bringing me down, but amusing - I'm seeing a WHOLE buncha peeps hitting the "30 wall" and it's just funny. I DID all this thinking - I'm not worried about my age, since it's not how I feel. Sometimes I feel like I'm still in college (although thankfully not high school) sometimes I feel older than dirt. whatever. Watching SOME of the vain get all bet about their age - pretty damn funny.

In other news, went to Nokturnal Monday. It's in a crappier part of Providence than Hell is. Crowds of men (older men not college kids) loitering, no real security whatsoever, but I wouldn't hesitate to hop behind the bar with the pierced bartender - I'll bet he knows how to defend himself. Oddly enough I KNEW I knew the place - it's the dive I saw Voltaire at many moons ago. Somewhere around the release of his second album. It hasn't really improved. Or perhaps it's the Providence goths, since half of them kinda sketch me out, and the other half are nuttier than fruitcakes. It was nice to hear blackcelebrator DJ, and get treated like a rock star on the "stage" while he spun, but there wasn't enough going on to keep me occupied. PLUS the constant giggling. Like nails on a blackboard. *smirks* It's just I've been to some of the large clubs and premier goth nights, and I'm hoping to make that list longer. Limelight, Albion, Slimelight, Electric Ballroom, Saphir. I don't know if I can DO the basement quasi-goth nights too much. Especially with that attitude. The Scottish night was WAY more open, and FAR less riddled with the crazies. And had way more of the "dirty goth club" feel.

Just one thing - if blackcelebrator needs me to, I'm MORE than happy to defend his honor. I can see him being overwhelmed, Real Fast. *heh* not that I don't have ALL the faith in you DM, *grins*, but even YOU have your limits *lol* Maybe I'm just itching for a smackdown, eh? (Giving not receiving.)

And peoeple wonder why the "scene" seems snobby. There's some scary newbies about!

Anyway, I should get off here before the computer guy arrives to fix the other computer. I think I've slung enough mud too. *LOL*

if I'm expecting you tonight, please call or email. I'm not anticiapting picking anyone up right now.

Comments

[developer.livejournal.com]

"Gee he's standing there With His Fiancee, maybe if I flash my tits/scream the loudest, he'll DATE ME!"

If you can't get flashed, what is the point of being a rockstar?

BTW, the reason I privated my post was that I wanted to examine my motives, not discuss my personal feelings on an act.

[tiamatlady]

I realize that - you don't think you're the ONLY one I saw, do you? I've been reading Rogue Criticisms from just about every dumb ass who has a connection to the Int0rWeb, and can speak English (barely.)

I didn't realize when I commented you'd had personal issue over it - I jsut wanted to give you my take. This isn't aimed at you, personally.

And I'm all for YOU getting flashed, and I'm considering throwing large pairs of panties at you *grins* It's more I'm annoyed with the 18-21 crowd who THINK they're the only fan in the Best Hemispshere in the World - The Northern Hemisphere! Let's bring out Hooray for Everything!

You might be amused by me trampling some of them tonight. I don't care if you've liked them for a WHOLE YEAR, little girl, get the EFF out of my spot up front! *evil grin*

[blackcelebrator.livejournal.com]

I can see him being overwhelmed, Real Fast
You have no idea.

[tiamatlady]

Heh.
Obviously, yes i do *evil grin*

[feline.livejournal.com]

I'm glad I'm not the only one who's concerned and I've only seen him up here in Boston.