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tiamatladyI could be painting. I'm not.
I have a feeling I'm going to be here late.
None of my "actual" job description duties are available for doing - he has NO WORK for me, and we're apparently going over what he said we'd be going over NEXT week, TODAY.
Add to this the missing salesmen. Both guys have effectively quit. The second salesman has not called or shown up for over a week, after an interesting story of "I hurt myself on my deck." The owner knows it too. I am being FAR too helpful today, and he's NOT going to let me go without a fight. However, when he's cut down to one day a week he will. After this week he'll see me Wednesdays and that will be all. MAYBE if I'm nice I'll come in this Wednesday but I don't think I'm that nice. It depends on another client.
I'm worried about money all around. I forgot to print my invoices before disassembling the computer. I need to get that up and running FAST. I need to paint today, and goddess knows if I'll be able to get the paint. OR if I'm going to get out of here in a timely manner. I hate freaking sitting. I hate feeling stupid and useless. I hate the image of my bedroom in the back of my mind KNOWING I want to be there working on it, and being stuck here.
I also know other people have bigger problems than I. I just want to get to a point where I can start ditching things. I hate complaining about such a small thing. The guilt weighs heavy. PLEASE, don't fault me for being selfish right now - I might not be reaching out but I hear you. Please grab me if you need me.
I found all my concert tees in the storage unit. I plan on experimenting with some of them. I plan on giving away others. They don't all suck. I'm going to list and take pics of them for giveaway soon.
I have a feeling I'm going to be here late.
None of my "actual" job description duties are available for doing - he has NO WORK for me, and we're apparently going over what he said we'd be going over NEXT week, TODAY.
Add to this the missing salesmen. Both guys have effectively quit. The second salesman has not called or shown up for over a week, after an interesting story of "I hurt myself on my deck." The owner knows it too. I am being FAR too helpful today, and he's NOT going to let me go without a fight. However, when he's cut down to one day a week he will. After this week he'll see me Wednesdays and that will be all. MAYBE if I'm nice I'll come in this Wednesday but I don't think I'm that nice. It depends on another client.
I'm worried about money all around. I forgot to print my invoices before disassembling the computer. I need to get that up and running FAST. I need to paint today, and goddess knows if I'll be able to get the paint. OR if I'm going to get out of here in a timely manner. I hate freaking sitting. I hate feeling stupid and useless. I hate the image of my bedroom in the back of my mind KNOWING I want to be there working on it, and being stuck here.
I also know other people have bigger problems than I. I just want to get to a point where I can start ditching things. I hate complaining about such a small thing. The guilt weighs heavy. PLEASE, don't fault me for being selfish right now - I might not be reaching out but I hear you. Please grab me if you need me.
I found all my concert tees in the storage unit. I plan on experimenting with some of them. I plan on giving away others. They don't all suck. I'm going to list and take pics of them for giveaway soon.
