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tiamatladyI REALLY miss Lou.
It wasn't so bad having him in Georgia, although he hated it. It wasn't even so bad when he'd disappear, since I could write, and he wasn't in Iraq with a big target painted on his chest, and a giant "HEY I'm here SHOOT ME!" sign; he was off doing naughty Ranger things. But, as I've learned from having J in England, thanks to the way things are set up here, I can't just pick up the phone and call him in Italy. it's driving me crazy. He ALWAYS puts things into perspective, and doesn't judge, and makes me feel better no matter HOW wrong I am. Not being able to talk to him is like missing an arm. No email, no calls, nothing, thanks to how things are setup on both our ends. And it's not like I Can talk to him the way I used to. I haven't been able to get used to him as "attached" and there's things I can't say, or times I can't call, because I was used to it the other way.
Bah. I have to get to work. Although speaking of calling, I need to call J. Hopefully I won't interrupt him, but *shrugs* timing isn't my strong point this week.
It wasn't so bad having him in Georgia, although he hated it. It wasn't even so bad when he'd disappear, since I could write, and he wasn't in Iraq with a big target painted on his chest, and a giant "HEY I'm here SHOOT ME!" sign; he was off doing naughty Ranger things. But, as I've learned from having J in England, thanks to the way things are set up here, I can't just pick up the phone and call him in Italy. it's driving me crazy. He ALWAYS puts things into perspective, and doesn't judge, and makes me feel better no matter HOW wrong I am. Not being able to talk to him is like missing an arm. No email, no calls, nothing, thanks to how things are setup on both our ends. And it's not like I Can talk to him the way I used to. I haven't been able to get used to him as "attached" and there's things I can't say, or times I can't call, because I was used to it the other way.
Bah. I have to get to work. Although speaking of calling, I need to call J. Hopefully I won't interrupt him, but *shrugs* timing isn't my strong point this week.
