*sighs*

[tiamatlady]

Sometimes I wonder
About a lot of things.

I'd like to be self sufficient. I think this weekend will be about pulling back.
Since reaching out, is just plain stupid.

I'm going to bed and shutting my phone off. We'll see if I feel like getting up.
*sighs* I hate being like this.

I wish I could deal with it. I can't, it's not just in my head to be dealt with.

There are some things that can't be fixed. Ever. trying is just a waste of time.
Believe me, I bang my head against walls enough.
I wonder why it is I'm expected to keep trying?
Is it because I DO?
Or is it because I'm expected to?
Food for thought.

I've had a beer, and I'm going to bed. I hope the beer shut my thoughts off.

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