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tiamatladyThings were slow this weekend, perhaps that's good.
Spent most of Saturday burning Cd's (Daddy, I need that extra fan, the frigging thing kept crashing because it was getting WAY too hot in the case, let me know what they look like?). Then off to La's for a while. I needed to vent, and she graciously let me.
Today was with Laura, poking about at the Plaza, getting a last minute gift and card for a departing friend. I shouldn't have spent the money, but, as Laura says "You're just a big softie." We rented "Dude, Where's my car?" and she laughed through it which was nice, I was afraid it might be too stupid.
I should have hit the office though. I get the feeling that my taking Friday for myself didn't go over too well. Maybe I'll go in tomorrow night, after working on the Cape. I'm not sure about Ceremony. An old chew toy has reappeared, but he's not sure if he's going tomorrow. So neither am I , sure that is. I feel weird, after my thoughts of the past week, talking about another, but I can't help it. I need to continue forward and don't really want to spend my time staring into the past. This one is the one who kinda got away, and he's cycled back in, and the other one will be back, if it's meant to be. Circumstance decrees that now is not the time. I don't have a lot of patience, but I will apply the little I have, And in the meantime ...... maybe. *grin*
I believe in the cycles of things. I believe there are people who have left who will come back. I believe people who have made mistakes, will eventually see the error of their ways and return. There's only one whom I'm sure I won't see again, but I think his soul is dead, and the creature who wears his face isn't someone I need to deal with. So I don't think he'll be back until the next life. But he's the only one I'm sure of.
I think I need to shower before bed, so I can just get up and go to work in the morning.
Spent most of Saturday burning Cd's (Daddy, I need that extra fan, the frigging thing kept crashing because it was getting WAY too hot in the case, let me know what they look like?). Then off to La's for a while. I needed to vent, and she graciously let me.
Today was with Laura, poking about at the Plaza, getting a last minute gift and card for a departing friend. I shouldn't have spent the money, but, as Laura says "You're just a big softie." We rented "Dude, Where's my car?" and she laughed through it which was nice, I was afraid it might be too stupid.
I should have hit the office though. I get the feeling that my taking Friday for myself didn't go over too well. Maybe I'll go in tomorrow night, after working on the Cape. I'm not sure about Ceremony. An old chew toy has reappeared, but he's not sure if he's going tomorrow. So neither am I , sure that is. I feel weird, after my thoughts of the past week, talking about another, but I can't help it. I need to continue forward and don't really want to spend my time staring into the past. This one is the one who kinda got away, and he's cycled back in, and the other one will be back, if it's meant to be. Circumstance decrees that now is not the time. I don't have a lot of patience, but I will apply the little I have, And in the meantime ...... maybe. *grin*
I believe in the cycles of things. I believe there are people who have left who will come back. I believe people who have made mistakes, will eventually see the error of their ways and return. There's only one whom I'm sure I won't see again, but I think his soul is dead, and the creature who wears his face isn't someone I need to deal with. So I don't think he'll be back until the next life. But he's the only one I'm sure of.
I think I need to shower before bed, so I can just get up and go to work in the morning.
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And Then . . .
Date: 2001-09-17 12:10 pm (UTC)