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tiamatladyLou called me. He's still in Georgia, and hasn't been sent off yet, key word being YET.
He left a message as I was occupado (not in a good way, bad pervert) and I called back and left HIM a message. He'll be calling me back this weekend.
Otherwise I don't know how I feel. I'm starting to have very little patience with everyone. I want to have fun, I want to feel loved, I do not think I should have to wrestle with my psyche, or someone else's delusions. Drinking doesn't help this situation. And I felt like I was bringing down the room, so I left (a gathering AFTER I got depressed, not the cause. I don't want the hostess thinking it was her.) I'm seriously not in control and that's making me pissy.
*sigh*
In much better dressed news I got my new corset today. Ruthie called me and told me the postman had brought me a present, and I told her to open it. She ooohhhed and aaahhhhed and told me how nice it was. When I got to her house, that description doesn't do it justice. It's far more purple than I anticipated. The part of the pattern that was black I had assumed would be purple was smaller than the other part of the pattern. It's SOOOOO beautiful. And it fits like a dream. The back came sorta close together, and has one of those clever panels that covers my back, so it's all pattern and no skin. And it doesn't INCREDIBLE things to my breasts. *sigh* Can't wait til I have somewhere fitting to wear it. I certainly don't want to waste it on the fashionless crisis that is ManRay Wednesday, have you SEEN some of the things those people wear? *shiver* Perhaps I may grace Rhode Island with it's presence, as a trial run. I NEED that other skirt I saw at Torrid, but I have to wait after I get paid again. It was so tight, and perfect, but it may be a bit for me to get into alone for a bit. KAT will put me in it! *evil grin*
Ok I'm tired and I have some things to think about. TTFN.
He left a message as I was occupado (not in a good way, bad pervert) and I called back and left HIM a message. He'll be calling me back this weekend.
Otherwise I don't know how I feel. I'm starting to have very little patience with everyone. I want to have fun, I want to feel loved, I do not think I should have to wrestle with my psyche, or someone else's delusions. Drinking doesn't help this situation. And I felt like I was bringing down the room, so I left (a gathering AFTER I got depressed, not the cause. I don't want the hostess thinking it was her.) I'm seriously not in control and that's making me pissy.
*sigh*
In much better dressed news I got my new corset today. Ruthie called me and told me the postman had brought me a present, and I told her to open it. She ooohhhed and aaahhhhed and told me how nice it was. When I got to her house, that description doesn't do it justice. It's far more purple than I anticipated. The part of the pattern that was black I had assumed would be purple was smaller than the other part of the pattern. It's SOOOOO beautiful. And it fits like a dream. The back came sorta close together, and has one of those clever panels that covers my back, so it's all pattern and no skin. And it doesn't INCREDIBLE things to my breasts. *sigh* Can't wait til I have somewhere fitting to wear it. I certainly don't want to waste it on the fashionless crisis that is ManRay Wednesday, have you SEEN some of the things those people wear? *shiver* Perhaps I may grace Rhode Island with it's presence, as a trial run. I NEED that other skirt I saw at Torrid, but I have to wait after I get paid again. It was so tight, and perfect, but it may be a bit for me to get into alone for a bit. KAT will put me in it! *evil grin*
Ok I'm tired and I have some things to think about. TTFN.
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Date: 2001-09-17 07:24 am (UTC)I still have to return that shirt to Torrid. So far, I'm free any day this week, darlin'. Give me a ring.
~k