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tiamatladyI actually want to go to work, where yesterday wild horses couldn't drag me in there.
I can see the computer IS an issue, I might have to put off LJ until evening. It's too easy to say "just one more refresh." it's not like anything major is going on anyway. *sighs*
I have a ton of stuff to do. But I HATE that. I like to have breaks. This is my own fault, tho, I should have put more time in before the trip. I'm irritated I have to work at ALL. I have THINGS to do, and I can't seem to get my clients to operate on their own for more than five minutes. There's always SOME project that needs doing. And it annoys me. I have to book myself a few days to just DO what I want. And noone is going to take it away. I think that's the cause of my lethargy yesterday. When I don't allow myself to have time for myself, I crash and burn.
I'm actually considering doing Dragoncon. *shrugs* I could get a room at the Super8 I was in the year I went, and flights aren't that bad. HOwever, I DO want to see M, and I'd rather go back to England. *shrugs* It's not something I can think about right now, plus there's the whole "wanting to buy this condo" thing.
The Unit is home and asleep. I believe she came in in the wee hours. I dunno what's going on. I know she left me the two messages last night acting like _I_ was deliberately ignoring her (As anyone who was at Goffee can testify, I didn't hear the phone, and called her as soon as I realized she called.) FABF never came home from work yesterday and neither did his useless brother who is living with them rent-free. And THIS is the guy who thinks my sister needs to get her "fat ass" off the couch and get a job. So my mother runs her to the hospital and has to juggle my nephew and FABF's Daughter too. Fucking useless impression of a man.
I hate working without a break. I want to get up early enough to get to the office and feel like I can take a break. NOWHERE I work makes me feel that I'm entitled to a break. I got into the office EARLY on Wednesday, 9:45 (the office on the Cape mind you) AND stayed til almost 6, but when I wanted lunch it was at HER convenience, and don't take any longer than you need to to eat. OK she's not so BAD, but I LIKE having a break between clients where I don't ANSWER to anyone. I just ate some Ramen because I know I can't go in without eating, and I needed something (Although I'm thinking a pistachio muffin is in order as well *evil grin*)
OK I have to go. I'm taking this weekend to lounge, I just need to remember that.
I can see the computer IS an issue, I might have to put off LJ until evening. It's too easy to say "just one more refresh." it's not like anything major is going on anyway. *sighs*
I have a ton of stuff to do. But I HATE that. I like to have breaks. This is my own fault, tho, I should have put more time in before the trip. I'm irritated I have to work at ALL. I have THINGS to do, and I can't seem to get my clients to operate on their own for more than five minutes. There's always SOME project that needs doing. And it annoys me. I have to book myself a few days to just DO what I want. And noone is going to take it away. I think that's the cause of my lethargy yesterday. When I don't allow myself to have time for myself, I crash and burn.
I'm actually considering doing Dragoncon. *shrugs* I could get a room at the Super8 I was in the year I went, and flights aren't that bad. HOwever, I DO want to see M, and I'd rather go back to England. *shrugs* It's not something I can think about right now, plus there's the whole "wanting to buy this condo" thing.
The Unit is home and asleep. I believe she came in in the wee hours. I dunno what's going on. I know she left me the two messages last night acting like _I_ was deliberately ignoring her (As anyone who was at Goffee can testify, I didn't hear the phone, and called her as soon as I realized she called.) FABF never came home from work yesterday and neither did his useless brother who is living with them rent-free. And THIS is the guy who thinks my sister needs to get her "fat ass" off the couch and get a job. So my mother runs her to the hospital and has to juggle my nephew and FABF's Daughter too. Fucking useless impression of a man.
I hate working without a break. I want to get up early enough to get to the office and feel like I can take a break. NOWHERE I work makes me feel that I'm entitled to a break. I got into the office EARLY on Wednesday, 9:45 (the office on the Cape mind you) AND stayed til almost 6, but when I wanted lunch it was at HER convenience, and don't take any longer than you need to to eat. OK she's not so BAD, but I LIKE having a break between clients where I don't ANSWER to anyone. I just ate some Ramen because I know I can't go in without eating, and I needed something (Although I'm thinking a pistachio muffin is in order as well *evil grin*)
OK I have to go. I'm taking this weekend to lounge, I just need to remember that.
