*rolls eyes*
May. 5th, 2004 07:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladySo I JUST walked in the door.
I wanted to cancel my pre-ManRay appointment tonight, but it's better out of the way, and I can work more on Saturday. I've decided that, especially after having the "OHMIGAWD I'm leaving in less than two weeks!" realization, that I'm better off actually working, and getting a paycheck, rather than gambling on Ebay stuff, that I won't be able to ship. See I don't have any time to do any posting, given work lined up, til Saturday night/Sunday. If I do quick actions, that costs money. but if I do regular auctions, They'll be ending the day I leave, and what's the chance I'll be able to ship them and deal with any problems. So I'm going to work my little tushie off between now and then instead.
Anyway, the eye roll was for the Unit. I walk in, talked to the nephew. I decide to prep myself some ramen, since I had a bit of the munchies, but didn't want the full on leftovers in the fridge. I start to say something (I honestly don't remember what) to her and She starts with "THERE"S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY COMP......" and that's where I stop her. I ask her if it's the Internet. She says "NO BUT....." And I say "UNLESS it's the Internet I don't want to hear it since I DON'T TOUCH your computer and I HEARD A DOOR SLAM this morning." (Translation- my sister was here.) She actually lit into me about WHY didn't I go SEE who closed the door. Since my sister is in and out of here all the time, I didn't really give it any thought.
Basically, something was up that the volume control was being wiggy. It kept popping up, and the computer had issues closing down, as in it wouldn't. SOMEHOW - it's my fault, because you know, I go in there and surf on her computer when she's not home.
I don't mind helping her, I don't mind maintaining the Internet. I DO mind her accusatory tones. Things like walking in my room and saying "I had a bad day" in the tone of voice that ACTUALLY says "You made my day suck, you bitch." When I haven't seen or spoken to her all day. I'm not actually at fault either, she'll be more than happy to tell me, in the same tone, about what actually pissed her off. But EVERYTHING is EVERYONE'S fault.
I hate when I do it, and every time she does it I see red. Bright Flaming Red.
Another of her favorite things to say is "Why would your sister do that?" figuring _I_ must have done it. I'm not quite sure WHERE she gets this idea. My sister is a stupid, selfish, evil, manipulative bitch. She doesn't care what she does, or who it affects, AND she has a history of coming in here and using the computer, to surf on PORN sites.
But, you know it was ME who effed with my mother's computer.
The sooner I either get her out, or get myself out, the better.
I'm thinking renting an apartment is the best choice. I don't think I want to be beholden to her at all, and I won't have to wait.
Now I must quickly change, through some MR accessories into a bag, and get to my evening appointment.
I wanted to cancel my pre-ManRay appointment tonight, but it's better out of the way, and I can work more on Saturday. I've decided that, especially after having the "OHMIGAWD I'm leaving in less than two weeks!" realization, that I'm better off actually working, and getting a paycheck, rather than gambling on Ebay stuff, that I won't be able to ship. See I don't have any time to do any posting, given work lined up, til Saturday night/Sunday. If I do quick actions, that costs money. but if I do regular auctions, They'll be ending the day I leave, and what's the chance I'll be able to ship them and deal with any problems. So I'm going to work my little tushie off between now and then instead.
Anyway, the eye roll was for the Unit. I walk in, talked to the nephew. I decide to prep myself some ramen, since I had a bit of the munchies, but didn't want the full on leftovers in the fridge. I start to say something (I honestly don't remember what) to her and She starts with "THERE"S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY COMP......" and that's where I stop her. I ask her if it's the Internet. She says "NO BUT....." And I say "UNLESS it's the Internet I don't want to hear it since I DON'T TOUCH your computer and I HEARD A DOOR SLAM this morning." (Translation- my sister was here.) She actually lit into me about WHY didn't I go SEE who closed the door. Since my sister is in and out of here all the time, I didn't really give it any thought.
Basically, something was up that the volume control was being wiggy. It kept popping up, and the computer had issues closing down, as in it wouldn't. SOMEHOW - it's my fault, because you know, I go in there and surf on her computer when she's not home.
I don't mind helping her, I don't mind maintaining the Internet. I DO mind her accusatory tones. Things like walking in my room and saying "I had a bad day" in the tone of voice that ACTUALLY says "You made my day suck, you bitch." When I haven't seen or spoken to her all day. I'm not actually at fault either, she'll be more than happy to tell me, in the same tone, about what actually pissed her off. But EVERYTHING is EVERYONE'S fault.
I hate when I do it, and every time she does it I see red. Bright Flaming Red.
Another of her favorite things to say is "Why would your sister do that?" figuring _I_ must have done it. I'm not quite sure WHERE she gets this idea. My sister is a stupid, selfish, evil, manipulative bitch. She doesn't care what she does, or who it affects, AND she has a history of coming in here and using the computer, to surf on PORN sites.
But, you know it was ME who effed with my mother's computer.
The sooner I either get her out, or get myself out, the better.
I'm thinking renting an apartment is the best choice. I don't think I want to be beholden to her at all, and I won't have to wait.
Now I must quickly change, through some MR accessories into a bag, and get to my evening appointment.
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Date: 2004-05-06 06:19 pm (UTC)i hate it when people make accusations at you as if someone else is to blame for when things aren't going right for them.. it's not fair on you at all.
*more hugs*
hope you have fun at ManRay
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Date: 2004-05-07 08:20 am (UTC)ManRay was Eh. Too many newbies, not enough of the old guard. I get bored there easily now. That's not good, at all.
*hugs*