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tiamatladyNatasha's going to be late, so I'm not leaving the house just yet.
Dammit, I'm getting hungry!
But, perhaps I should fill in some thoughts, while I'm waiting, on my last two or three weeks.
* The con was great, in it's own way. I'm just not an "alone" kind of girl. I mean, I need some alone time, but I think being alone the whole time depressed me. I had great fun with Spud and Melinda Saturday night, at the show, and of course I had Rogue and the band, and the new girl I met there. Hopefully she'll get a hold of me, because I can't remember her name, although I gave her my email. *shrug* She was cool, but was in the midst of causing some psychodrama, with her boyfriend, she'd be an amusing penpal, for sure. And perhaps the reason leaving Lou depressed me so much was due to my aloneness at that point. I need several people to go with next year, so I can interact and exchange with several people. Lou and his Ranger friends said they want in next year, and I think that's the way I'm going to plan.
* Went to SIN on Friday night, and I actually like the night. It was MORE crowded than usual, and next time I'm wearing the purple corset, I need to get a big frilly skirt (Which Jill told me which one to get, I'm afraid I'll have to copy her, which she's used to I guess, you should have SEEN how many copycats she got last night) It might be because Rigeland her boys and BenRodda were there, and I was entertained. And saw Natasha, so that was cool.
* Last week was long, very long. Too much nephew, too much dealing with my sister's crap. I never want to have to count on anyone again, and people wonder why I'm afraid to get into an apartment I can't afford. I never want to feel that way again. And don't' get me started on kids.
* I feel like there's some people missing. That I've seen an awful lot of some people, and neglected others. And neglected me, I need some down time. Oh and WORKING might be nice. I need to call the temp agency Kat turned me onto. I have to straighten out my resume first.
There are other things I'd love to say. But until I clear it up in my head, it'll be muddled.
Ok I think I'm off now, I want to hit a used CD store for Lords Of Acid. I'm obsessed now.
Dammit, I'm getting hungry!
But, perhaps I should fill in some thoughts, while I'm waiting, on my last two or three weeks.
* The con was great, in it's own way. I'm just not an "alone" kind of girl. I mean, I need some alone time, but I think being alone the whole time depressed me. I had great fun with Spud and Melinda Saturday night, at the show, and of course I had Rogue and the band, and the new girl I met there. Hopefully she'll get a hold of me, because I can't remember her name, although I gave her my email. *shrug* She was cool, but was in the midst of causing some psychodrama, with her boyfriend, she'd be an amusing penpal, for sure. And perhaps the reason leaving Lou depressed me so much was due to my aloneness at that point. I need several people to go with next year, so I can interact and exchange with several people. Lou and his Ranger friends said they want in next year, and I think that's the way I'm going to plan.
* Went to SIN on Friday night, and I actually like the night. It was MORE crowded than usual, and next time I'm wearing the purple corset, I need to get a big frilly skirt (Which Jill told me which one to get, I'm afraid I'll have to copy her, which she's used to I guess, you should have SEEN how many copycats she got last night) It might be because Rigeland her boys and BenRodda were there, and I was entertained. And saw Natasha, so that was cool.
* Last week was long, very long. Too much nephew, too much dealing with my sister's crap. I never want to have to count on anyone again, and people wonder why I'm afraid to get into an apartment I can't afford. I never want to feel that way again. And don't' get me started on kids.
* I feel like there's some people missing. That I've seen an awful lot of some people, and neglected others. And neglected me, I need some down time. Oh and WORKING might be nice. I need to call the temp agency Kat turned me onto. I have to straighten out my resume first.
There are other things I'd love to say. But until I clear it up in my head, it'll be muddled.
Ok I think I'm off now, I want to hit a used CD store for Lords Of Acid. I'm obsessed now.
