Words can't express

[tiamatlady]

just how much things are out of balance.
Probably going to be firing off more warning shots, that will go ignored, until I blast someone who will then say "well _I_ didn't know you were upset." *rolls eyes*
I don't think I'm making it out anytime soon. The bitch on the Cape wants extra days. I have work I haven't done yet, I have to get some stuff done for Monday, and will probably start getting calls regarding other clients I haven't been seeing. I need some time to work out my schedule, and yet, can't find it.

Here's the scary one - I'm exhausted. I'm unable to work because my head just can't do any more tonight.
And I can't sleep. I'm not even remotely ready for bed. And I want to get up early.
I've had to cancel a couple of things, beg forgiveness and put things off.

I'm tired of the overemotional upheaval. I'm tired of finding my footing and SOMETHING pulling the rug out from underneath me.
I'm quite done with being kicked. If you do any kicking, I WILL be kicking back, and I don't pull my punches.

There is ONE thing I'd like to do, in about 2 weeks. There just might be hell to pay if I can't. As in quitting, and walking out, and NEVER looking back.

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