So I was naughty again last night
Mar. 7th, 2004 12:47 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyin the only way open to me. *grumble*(I swear, there are going to be some UNHAPPY campers when they decide "Hey I'm going to go spend time with Tia, and find me OUT and unwilling to talk to them. Rebuff me when I need you, I remember it.)
So I got out of work at a reasonable hour, and wanted to see people and didn't all at once. I ended up coming in to figure out how much that trip to Target hurt *grins* it's nice to be able to spend money as I please. Then I went to DSW for shoes. although I don't really know WHY I ever bother. I never find anything "stylish" there, most everything isn't right for my fat feet. I have NO PROBLEM with them, but when I want sandals or strappy little heels, I need a particular style and they never have anything like that. The ones I think are cute, give me foot cleavage *silly grin* Which was a shame last night, since I loved this one pair, but they fit just badly above my toes. I found another pair of sandals that fit, but the heel was super narrow, and I'm not breaking my ankle at the wedding for the sake of cute little shoes.
I ended up finding a pair of Doc Air Wares, which ended up being $40 after the discount and the coupon I had. I need something for any more snow that comes along, and something tough to wear walking around, that isn't my Torrid boots. (Which I need another pair of for when these wear out) I found a neat pair of to the knee suede boots, but they didn't fit quite right over my calves, and they were too expensive for me to buy and cut up. Maybe if they get marked down some more.
So then I went to Newbury Comics. Bought a couple of Escaflowne DVDs used to flesh out my collection, and found the Harlock Saga. Once I get time to watch it we'll see if it's complete. It wasn't too expensive. I ended up buying myself South Park season 3, as it was WAY on sale, and way cheaper than anywhere else. I can't wait til after the season and I start selling things to pay for my DVD habit. I won't feel too bad about buying them if I don't use MY money, but the money from getting rid of my clutter.
I almost got stepped on while I was crouched down looking at DVDs and looked up and realized it was my LONG ago former friend Brian. We had issues over some money I borrowed from him (Which I returned forth with, after he went on a bender. It was for my car, and during my "Whoa I fucked up!" stage) he's one of (read the main) reason I don't like borrowing money, or even asking for people to get me something without having a plan to pay for it. He just LOST it, and not that I blame him, be he was a SUPER EXTRA asshole about the whole thing, and decided I was "too much" hassle to deal with. *shrugs* I don't blame him for that, I do blame him for being a pussy, since he REALLY wasn't tough enough to stick out the bad times. Anyway, I can't get over how FADED he was. He used to have vibrant red hair, and a slick little body. His hair is faded and the body he took pride in has gone to paunch. He doesn't look - well like he has LIFE in him, you know? Not that he's dead, just that he's not really alive. Like washed out. After this past year, I REALLY should be very careful to inject some life into things. I might be tired, but I need to be happy.
So I'm happy I saw him, since it reminds me to get out and live, and I'm happy he dumped me on my ass, since that kind of friend is an energy drain without anything in return. *shudder* Very happy I have a few less people around, some of them were real downers, and just pissy that I had a life that didn't include them. Now I have to do some pruning, or at least fire some warning shots, saying "Look don't have a life, that's OK, DON'T be mad at me for having one."
Of course, I say this like I have one. I have to get to the office, which is probably why I'm sitting here typing *grins* I hate working on Sundays, but it can't be helped, especially since my Cape boss is being so demanding. I'm supposed to remarriage my schedule again, and work on a Wednesday again. I hate not working locally since I have to rush home, rush to get ready and rush out if I go, just to have to deal with newbies and kiddies in my seat since I didn't get there early thanks to working on the Cape.
I WILL take back my life, after the responsibility of tax season is over. I'm not going to become old before my time and faded.
Hmmm, coffee and lunch and work I like waits. I'll be back later.
So I got out of work at a reasonable hour, and wanted to see people and didn't all at once. I ended up coming in to figure out how much that trip to Target hurt *grins* it's nice to be able to spend money as I please. Then I went to DSW for shoes. although I don't really know WHY I ever bother. I never find anything "stylish" there, most everything isn't right for my fat feet. I have NO PROBLEM with them, but when I want sandals or strappy little heels, I need a particular style and they never have anything like that. The ones I think are cute, give me foot cleavage *silly grin* Which was a shame last night, since I loved this one pair, but they fit just badly above my toes. I found another pair of sandals that fit, but the heel was super narrow, and I'm not breaking my ankle at the wedding for the sake of cute little shoes.
I ended up finding a pair of Doc Air Wares, which ended up being $40 after the discount and the coupon I had. I need something for any more snow that comes along, and something tough to wear walking around, that isn't my Torrid boots. (Which I need another pair of for when these wear out) I found a neat pair of to the knee suede boots, but they didn't fit quite right over my calves, and they were too expensive for me to buy and cut up. Maybe if they get marked down some more.
So then I went to Newbury Comics. Bought a couple of Escaflowne DVDs used to flesh out my collection, and found the Harlock Saga. Once I get time to watch it we'll see if it's complete. It wasn't too expensive. I ended up buying myself South Park season 3, as it was WAY on sale, and way cheaper than anywhere else. I can't wait til after the season and I start selling things to pay for my DVD habit. I won't feel too bad about buying them if I don't use MY money, but the money from getting rid of my clutter.
I almost got stepped on while I was crouched down looking at DVDs and looked up and realized it was my LONG ago former friend Brian. We had issues over some money I borrowed from him (Which I returned forth with, after he went on a bender. It was for my car, and during my "Whoa I fucked up!" stage) he's one of (read the main) reason I don't like borrowing money, or even asking for people to get me something without having a plan to pay for it. He just LOST it, and not that I blame him, be he was a SUPER EXTRA asshole about the whole thing, and decided I was "too much" hassle to deal with. *shrugs* I don't blame him for that, I do blame him for being a pussy, since he REALLY wasn't tough enough to stick out the bad times. Anyway, I can't get over how FADED he was. He used to have vibrant red hair, and a slick little body. His hair is faded and the body he took pride in has gone to paunch. He doesn't look - well like he has LIFE in him, you know? Not that he's dead, just that he's not really alive. Like washed out. After this past year, I REALLY should be very careful to inject some life into things. I might be tired, but I need to be happy.
So I'm happy I saw him, since it reminds me to get out and live, and I'm happy he dumped me on my ass, since that kind of friend is an energy drain without anything in return. *shudder* Very happy I have a few less people around, some of them were real downers, and just pissy that I had a life that didn't include them. Now I have to do some pruning, or at least fire some warning shots, saying "Look don't have a life, that's OK, DON'T be mad at me for having one."
Of course, I say this like I have one. I have to get to the office, which is probably why I'm sitting here typing *grins* I hate working on Sundays, but it can't be helped, especially since my Cape boss is being so demanding. I'm supposed to remarriage my schedule again, and work on a Wednesday again. I hate not working locally since I have to rush home, rush to get ready and rush out if I go, just to have to deal with newbies and kiddies in my seat since I didn't get there early thanks to working on the Cape.
I WILL take back my life, after the responsibility of tax season is over. I'm not going to become old before my time and faded.
Hmmm, coffee and lunch and work I like waits. I'll be back later.
