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tiamatladyI thought she'd NEVER leave.
For the record - I skipped ManRay last night for the exact thing that happened this morning. I wasin bed arund 1, although sleep didn't happen for a while, I ended up watching some Futurama DVD, and some Ever After before sleeping. I dunno what it is with me and when I FINALLY decide to watch a movie, then don't want to watch anything I own?
Anyway, my alarm went off, and I figured out why I had issues Thursday and Friday - the first clock alarm and the tv are set for 7, not 7:30. That's a key on Thursday, since at 7:30 I would have been out of REM sleep, and 7 I was not. I can't explain Friday really. But I snapped awake, and was capable of flipping channels and contemplated getting up. Then I remembered I had to stop at CompUSA for a keyboard for the office, so I rolled over to "rest my eyes" til 8:30. Oops. But, the fact is, I was out the door at 9:15, with water, stopped at CompuUSA, FINALLY found the keyboard (what IS it with that place, it's like a hyena hunt!) and left to go to work. I beat my boss by 45 minutes. (Or, in "real" terms by stopping for coffee and a muffin, heating muffin, eating muffin and disposing of the carcass I beat her in *grins*)
She just left, and i feel drained and I have NO IDEA how I spent my day. I swear I spent it surfing, and confused and reluctant to drag her in to my work, or lack thereof.
So I get to stay and bang out, hopefully some of the easier returns. And NOW I"m getting pissy, since I had questions I had to wait to answer and I WAS actually in here early today.
Let's do the math, ok?
- I don't get to have a life, due to work
- the work just doesn't seem to get done, so I don't get to have a life.
AND, she launches on me she's leaving Friday, not Saturday (oh did I mention she's taking a mid-tax-season break to Florida? Do you know what would happen if _I_ did that?)So instead of working Monday locally, and only having one real hell day (thursday, day after ManRay) NOW I get to DRIVE BACK AGAIN in less than 36 hours, AND have a hell day Thursday. JOY! (NOT!) The flip side - I get to work locally Friday and Saturday. So I MIGHT stand a chance of a life and/or getting some things done instead of being wiped after the commute.
GAH. There isn't anything really wrong. I'm just typically frustrated, with the season, with my lack of energy. AND with the several people who have called/emailed yesterday and today absolutely ASTONISHED I wasn't going out. (I'm not talking about anyone who just said "We get it, we'll miss you")
Oh, and did I mention, that even tho I have been vacillating on the whole "haven" thing for next week, I'd been fooling myself that I could go? I can't. Let's face it, I'd go there for 1)Ben 2) Voltaire 3)*censored to not inflame my friends list**evil grin*. and, 1 might not work out, and the other reasons pale in comparison. PLUS, I really REALLY need to work, and be on the ball. I'll be lucky to make it out Wednesday - I'm certain I'm going to be at LEAST cutting the evening short.
Dammit.
Bright side- Money. Yummy Yummy money. I'd like to prepay my storage units for a couple of months, the fees are going up. I really need to clean out both and get everything into one. SO on my to do list for April. I refuse to let anything stop me this time.
I'm tempted to make some sort of commentary here, but I think I'm going to take a bit of my OWN advice and try to salvage something before I start hurling accisations and bitter dregs here. However, I DON'T expect anything to come of it, so that might happen anyway. *evil grin*
OK, I need to use the ladies room, get more water and get back to work. Tomorrow I'm SO not dealing with any work, real work anyway. And I shouldn't go near my computer when I get home. I should veg in front of L&O:SVU. Hmmmm. Maybe a CI = Gah I LOVE that guy - it's a dorky guy thing.
For the record - I skipped ManRay last night for the exact thing that happened this morning. I wasin bed arund 1, although sleep didn't happen for a while, I ended up watching some Futurama DVD, and some Ever After before sleeping. I dunno what it is with me and when I FINALLY decide to watch a movie, then don't want to watch anything I own?
Anyway, my alarm went off, and I figured out why I had issues Thursday and Friday - the first clock alarm and the tv are set for 7, not 7:30. That's a key on Thursday, since at 7:30 I would have been out of REM sleep, and 7 I was not. I can't explain Friday really. But I snapped awake, and was capable of flipping channels and contemplated getting up. Then I remembered I had to stop at CompUSA for a keyboard for the office, so I rolled over to "rest my eyes" til 8:30. Oops. But, the fact is, I was out the door at 9:15, with water, stopped at CompuUSA, FINALLY found the keyboard (what IS it with that place, it's like a hyena hunt!) and left to go to work. I beat my boss by 45 minutes. (Or, in "real" terms by stopping for coffee and a muffin, heating muffin, eating muffin and disposing of the carcass I beat her in *grins*)
She just left, and i feel drained and I have NO IDEA how I spent my day. I swear I spent it surfing, and confused and reluctant to drag her in to my work, or lack thereof.
So I get to stay and bang out, hopefully some of the easier returns. And NOW I"m getting pissy, since I had questions I had to wait to answer and I WAS actually in here early today.
Let's do the math, ok?
- I don't get to have a life, due to work
- the work just doesn't seem to get done, so I don't get to have a life.
AND, she launches on me she's leaving Friday, not Saturday (oh did I mention she's taking a mid-tax-season break to Florida? Do you know what would happen if _I_ did that?)So instead of working Monday locally, and only having one real hell day (thursday, day after ManRay) NOW I get to DRIVE BACK AGAIN in less than 36 hours, AND have a hell day Thursday. JOY! (NOT!) The flip side - I get to work locally Friday and Saturday. So I MIGHT stand a chance of a life and/or getting some things done instead of being wiped after the commute.
GAH. There isn't anything really wrong. I'm just typically frustrated, with the season, with my lack of energy. AND with the several people who have called/emailed yesterday and today absolutely ASTONISHED I wasn't going out. (I'm not talking about anyone who just said "We get it, we'll miss you")
Oh, and did I mention, that even tho I have been vacillating on the whole "haven" thing for next week, I'd been fooling myself that I could go? I can't. Let's face it, I'd go there for 1)Ben 2) Voltaire 3)*censored to not inflame my friends list**evil grin*. and, 1 might not work out, and the other reasons pale in comparison. PLUS, I really REALLY need to work, and be on the ball. I'll be lucky to make it out Wednesday - I'm certain I'm going to be at LEAST cutting the evening short.
Dammit.
Bright side- Money. Yummy Yummy money. I'd like to prepay my storage units for a couple of months, the fees are going up. I really need to clean out both and get everything into one. SO on my to do list for April. I refuse to let anything stop me this time.
I'm tempted to make some sort of commentary here, but I think I'm going to take a bit of my OWN advice and try to salvage something before I start hurling accisations and bitter dregs here. However, I DON'T expect anything to come of it, so that might happen anyway. *evil grin*
OK, I need to use the ladies room, get more water and get back to work. Tomorrow I'm SO not dealing with any work, real work anyway. And I shouldn't go near my computer when I get home. I should veg in front of L&O:SVU. Hmmmm. Maybe a CI = Gah I LOVE that guy - it's a dorky guy thing.
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Date: 2004-02-14 03:11 pm (UTC)Re:
Date: 2004-02-14 03:20 pm (UTC)Feh. Feh even. I'm going to do a couple more returns then go home. Dammit. *grins*
Thanks* hugs* I So wasn't talking about you, I know who gets it and who doesn't