Time to circle the wagons
Jan. 11th, 2004 02:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyI dunno what it was - so I'm not eating meat lover's pizza, or eating ice cream, or taking an Aleve close to bedtime. Ok the pizza was hours earlier - I'm thinking it was the Aleve I took for the budding ice cream tooth ache. I had trouble falling asleep, since I hadn't wanted to go to bed that "early" (after 4AM) and then had the WEIRDEST effing nightmare this morning. It was an Alien Invasion kind of movie, with Diane Lane, and running from "damn dirty apes" and them trying to kill everyone, but then it's the government trying to kill all gay people. The Weirdest thing - I've had this dream before. It's not pretty.
Then I have this work issue going on. I almost forgot why I wanted to go to the office, since I feel like a total loser for not going in yesterday. I'm going today, I hope, or else working late as hell on Monday. it's cold I don't feel like going ANYWHERE today. *sighs* And I have a work issue. I seriously need to talk to someone more professional than I. And maybe talk to my HR maven/friend. it's that bad, seriously. I'm very upset about something that, while _I_ didn't do it, I mentioned something in an email, that I thought the party was aware of, and she wasn't, and she's FREAKING out, and my name is going to be dragged into it. Honestly, the situation isn't my fault, but fingers are going to be pointed and I feel like my head is on the block. Gah! GAH! I just want to work then have a vacation. At this point, I'm definitely going somewhere for at least a week, and possibly not coming back!
Ok I have to go put my contacts in and decide what to do with myself. A dye job is in order, but then I don't' know what. Besides work.
Then I have this work issue going on. I almost forgot why I wanted to go to the office, since I feel like a total loser for not going in yesterday. I'm going today, I hope, or else working late as hell on Monday. it's cold I don't feel like going ANYWHERE today. *sighs* And I have a work issue. I seriously need to talk to someone more professional than I. And maybe talk to my HR maven/friend. it's that bad, seriously. I'm very upset about something that, while _I_ didn't do it, I mentioned something in an email, that I thought the party was aware of, and she wasn't, and she's FREAKING out, and my name is going to be dragged into it. Honestly, the situation isn't my fault, but fingers are going to be pointed and I feel like my head is on the block. Gah! GAH! I just want to work then have a vacation. At this point, I'm definitely going somewhere for at least a week, and possibly not coming back!
Ok I have to go put my contacts in and decide what to do with myself. A dye job is in order, but then I don't' know what. Besides work.
