There's one thing I HATE
Change.
It's why my life is structured, my late mornings not withstanding (And, if you observe, it's not THAT that bothers me, it when I've accepted it, and try to adjust my life to it, and outside forces prevent me, that's when I have the problems) I don't like it when things change, wuickly, or last minute. I don't like feeling rushed, or cheated by lack of time that I'd properly budgeted for, and someone or somehting else caused havok to.
Today, this is brought to you by the change in a pizza. Yep, I said pizza. My favorite place here on the Cape (the office I'm working in today) has awesome pizza and chicken subs. I decided on a small pizza before I began working, so I can concentrate. Except it, well, kinda sucked. It was lackluster, lacked taste. Plus, I've gotten used to the Uber Meat Hawaiian pizza from the place near home, so I guess it's understandable. But DAMN. I feel - cheated.
This is what happens when I'm thrown for a loop. It happened getting to London, it happened with HIM, it's happened when friends walk away with NO reason stated whatsoever.
Weird.
Plans are on target for the weekend. We'll have to see tho, I don't have my new PIN for my ATM card, so I might not be able to use that, and I don't have my replacement license yet. I'm hoping both come tonight. Then I can RSVP and make plans. I'm now thinking about leaving earlier on Friday so I can go out with
angelsil. At this rate, I'll be leaving tonight *laughs* I was originally thinking 7PM, but now I'm thinking more like 4PM. This hinges on what I get tonight.
And how much work I get done today. I should have at it.
I'm OK - the melancholy has faded, to an urge to kick balls, and a general feeling of "What a dumbass."
Change.
It's why my life is structured, my late mornings not withstanding (And, if you observe, it's not THAT that bothers me, it when I've accepted it, and try to adjust my life to it, and outside forces prevent me, that's when I have the problems) I don't like it when things change, wuickly, or last minute. I don't like feeling rushed, or cheated by lack of time that I'd properly budgeted for, and someone or somehting else caused havok to.
Today, this is brought to you by the change in a pizza. Yep, I said pizza. My favorite place here on the Cape (the office I'm working in today) has awesome pizza and chicken subs. I decided on a small pizza before I began working, so I can concentrate. Except it, well, kinda sucked. It was lackluster, lacked taste. Plus, I've gotten used to the Uber Meat Hawaiian pizza from the place near home, so I guess it's understandable. But DAMN. I feel - cheated.
This is what happens when I'm thrown for a loop. It happened getting to London, it happened with HIM, it's happened when friends walk away with NO reason stated whatsoever.
Weird.
Plans are on target for the weekend. We'll have to see tho, I don't have my new PIN for my ATM card, so I might not be able to use that, and I don't have my replacement license yet. I'm hoping both come tonight. Then I can RSVP and make plans. I'm now thinking about leaving earlier on Friday so I can go out with
And how much work I get done today. I should have at it.
I'm OK - the melancholy has faded, to an urge to kick balls, and a general feeling of "What a dumbass."
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Date: 2003-11-20 07:08 pm (UTC)And what's a chicken sub? "sub" just makes me think of one thing, and I didn't think chickens were into that..
I hope you have a good weekend.
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Date: 2003-11-20 07:15 pm (UTC)A sub = submarine sandwich
it's hot chicken, with cheese and tomato sauce
in a long roll - like the ones we got at subway
That's why it's called Subway - they serve subs.
Heh - there's a LOT of words that mean something innocent ansd something naughty - especially British versus American slang