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tiamatlady....You can't unmake a cold mistake
....You can't undo the hearts you break
....You can't erase the poet's fate
Not even if you try
*sigh* I've been wondering why I've been drawn to these particular lyrics.
I found a friend's journal I had no idea existed. I can understand him not wanting to read my ramblings, but he never mentioned it, not once.
....You can't unmake a cold mistake
I found it tonight
in watching HIM ignore me, as usual, and storm off, as usual. I'm starting to pity HIM, although I still want to kick him square in the nuts.
....You can't undo the hearts you break
I saw a former friend's journal, and it made me feel better about my choices to have nothing to do with this person. I have enough boring drama, I can't believe I tolerated this one's for so long. Especially since the relationship bellyflopped. *shrug* Would I have done anything differently, if I knew how it would turn out?
Probably not.
....You can't erase the poet's fate
Not even if you try.....
I think I'm melancholy. I'd better head to bed, and try and put it aside, and focus on the good things, like this weekend, and next, and how many neat people I have here. It's mostly the brooding about HIM that has me right now. I'll be OK in the morning.
....You can't undo the hearts you break
....You can't erase the poet's fate
Not even if you try
*sigh* I've been wondering why I've been drawn to these particular lyrics.
I found a friend's journal I had no idea existed. I can understand him not wanting to read my ramblings, but he never mentioned it, not once.
....You can't unmake a cold mistake
I found it tonight
in watching HIM ignore me, as usual, and storm off, as usual. I'm starting to pity HIM, although I still want to kick him square in the nuts.
....You can't undo the hearts you break
I saw a former friend's journal, and it made me feel better about my choices to have nothing to do with this person. I have enough boring drama, I can't believe I tolerated this one's for so long. Especially since the relationship bellyflopped. *shrug* Would I have done anything differently, if I knew how it would turn out?
Probably not.
....You can't erase the poet's fate
Not even if you try.....
I think I'm melancholy. I'd better head to bed, and try and put it aside, and focus on the good things, like this weekend, and next, and how many neat people I have here. It's mostly the brooding about HIM that has me right now. I'll be OK in the morning.
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Date: 2003-11-20 07:04 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-20 09:32 pm (UTC)I'm OK now
I just don't like seeing HIM.
I'll give you access to some entries before I go to bed tonight - my interactions with HIM start at year ago June (That's over a year and a half) if you're interested and bored. He's referenced as CoatBoy or CB. Renee saw him last night and said "Eh, he ain't all that" and that made me feel better *grins*