I think

[tiamatlady]

that there is no relationship on earth that withstands any kind of test.
My friendship with someone I hold near and dear has been destroyed by
1) my own pigheadedness and
2) the incessant spoiled rotten actions of another
and I still can't believe I was actually asked to tolerate the actions that I finally had enough of, and judged lacking when unwilling. Or that I thought I'd be the one that could stand up for her. And got put into the same position that others have been.
I feel dirty. *sigh*
I don't think there's anything I can do, well except grovel. *snerf* Like that's ever happened. And I wouldn't have to grovel to the injured party, but the "other" injured party. I'm not sure how that works. "Apologize to them and I'll be your friend."
*boggle*
So I guess I'll have to let go. I'm NOT happy about it, but I'm in a corner. I'm taking my ball and going home.

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That's nice

[tiamatlady]

but since this is MY journal, I get to do as I please.
My point is
1) I'm done with Percy. YOU refuse to accept it.
2) I said already that, even given my feelings, I was TRYING to change them, for once keeping my opinion to myself. And when YOU called me upset about said subject, you and I talked about it.
If you would like me to go ahead and tell what YOU had to say, the way you had no problem relating what I had to say, then that seems fair. It seems to me that you changed your mind, and decided to change mine for me, or at least make things difficult.

Thats not very fair, and I see that to make youself look good you betrayed my trust and sold me out. And that hurts, becuase I thought you MIGHT be able to have that discussion with me before feeling you had to have it with another.

I'm sorry but I don't see this the way you do. And you seem to be trying to make me see it that way, hence why I feel in a corner. And I'm lashing out.

I'm sorry things are over, which they SO are now, but I can't fight you, when you're so sure I'm wrong.

Re: That's nice

[filmstarusa.livejournal.com]

I'm not discussing this with you any further. As for Percy, all I said was I think you misread what he said and you should probably re-think it, because it's silly for you to fight over nothing. Now you are fighting with ME over nothing. If that is the way you want to live your life... go for it... I'm done playing these games.