I think

[tiamatlady]

that there is no relationship on earth that withstands any kind of test.
My friendship with someone I hold near and dear has been destroyed by
1) my own pigheadedness and
2) the incessant spoiled rotten actions of another
and I still can't believe I was actually asked to tolerate the actions that I finally had enough of, and judged lacking when unwilling. Or that I thought I'd be the one that could stand up for her. And got put into the same position that others have been.
I feel dirty. *sigh*
I don't think there's anything I can do, well except grovel. *snerf* Like that's ever happened. And I wouldn't have to grovel to the injured party, but the "other" injured party. I'm not sure how that works. "Apologize to them and I'll be your friend."
*boggle*
So I guess I'll have to let go. I'm NOT happy about it, but I'm in a corner. I'm taking my ball and going home.

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[filmstarusa.livejournal.com]

You took me off your friends list first, then you put me back on but I still never heard from you. I'm not the type to sit around and wait for people. Not anymore. Been there, done that. It gets me nowhere. I care about you but I don't have time to play these games. As far as the other person involved, it just seems as though you were waiting for an excuse to end your association with them. He has done nothing wrong to you and I was simply defending a friend. I would defend you the same way if the tables were turned. That is what friends do for each other. I know you would have defended me too and I appreciate that. As for my conversations with others, all I can say is, I expressed my personal concerns with one person, no names mentioned. If that was blown up and ruined your friendships with others, I'm sorry. But should you really be saying things about people you hardly know? Even if there is validity in your judgements, I don't think it is appropriate to be their buddy to their face and then talk about them behind their back when they can't be there to defend themselves. We are all human. We are all guilty of misjudging people occassionally. I just don't understand why you were so willing to stop speaking to me simply because I had an opinion and was willing to stick up for someone that I care about. I don't wish to discuss this on live journal any further.

That's nice

[tiamatlady]

but since this is MY journal, I get to do as I please.
My point is
1) I'm done with Percy. YOU refuse to accept it.
2) I said already that, even given my feelings, I was TRYING to change them, for once keeping my opinion to myself. And when YOU called me upset about said subject, you and I talked about it.
If you would like me to go ahead and tell what YOU had to say, the way you had no problem relating what I had to say, then that seems fair. It seems to me that you changed your mind, and decided to change mine for me, or at least make things difficult.

Thats not very fair, and I see that to make youself look good you betrayed my trust and sold me out. And that hurts, becuase I thought you MIGHT be able to have that discussion with me before feeling you had to have it with another.

I'm sorry but I don't see this the way you do. And you seem to be trying to make me see it that way, hence why I feel in a corner. And I'm lashing out.

I'm sorry things are over, which they SO are now, but I can't fight you, when you're so sure I'm wrong.

Re: That's nice

[filmstarusa.livejournal.com]

I'm not discussing this with you any further. As for Percy, all I said was I think you misread what he said and you should probably re-think it, because it's silly for you to fight over nothing. Now you are fighting with ME over nothing. If that is the way you want to live your life... go for it... I'm done playing these games.