Das Cute Boi
Feb. 15th, 2001 09:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladySome of you know of the saga of The Cute Boy, but I'll give a little synopsis for those not in the know. About, oh, 2 months or so ago, I noticed him at ManRay. Tall, long black hair, dances, well, like a white boy, but I digress. He is specifially, young, which, given my history, is how I like them. I can't help it, I think I'm just attracted to little boys I can boss around and lord over. Of course, they are difficult, especially being little boys in a big boy body, but *shrug* I grow easily bored and dramatic so it's probably better this way.
I do the watching thing at ManRay. Percy has said to me "I ask you because you know everyone." and it's true, I at least know of pretty much everyone. I knew about most of Netgoth, and Spies before getting there. And the ones I didn't know about, well it's not like they actually are around anyway. BUT, back to Cute Boy. I started watching him, and noticed his patterns. He shows up pretty early, about 9:30, with his friend.
I have nicknames for people at ManRay I don't know, to more easily have conversations about them. In that manner I began calling this pair the Cute Boy (being the cute boy) and the Round Boy (being, well, the round boy) While I'm not exactly proud of that, I pointed them out to Kat who said "Yup, I know exactly who is who."
So, Round Boy, is what I would call an eager social climber. He talks to everyone. I'm actually surprised that he hasn't found Ben Rodda and been introduced around, but I usually monopolize Ben when he approaches my corner, so that's not too surprising. *grin* I sit on thew side, near the dance cage, and they sit further into the corner. I first becuase aware of Round Boy's eagerness, after talking about him with Trish, a friend-in-law (first a friend of a friend, and now mine too)who was sitting watching while I was off socializing and he started talking to her. She says he's nice, but I can't shake the "mover/shaker" feeling I get from him. I don't see him being all that interesting. But, I am willing to get to know him first, if only becuase he's Cute Boy's friend.
Cute Boy lives in Southie *ack* and Round Boy lives north, and is the driver. They come and go on RB's schedule. They constantly leave about 10 minutes to 1, which never lets me get up the balls to talk to him. They sit, they chat, RB works the crowd while CB stands by quietly or dances. CB is VERY shy, which you can tell just by looking at him.
OK fast forward. Weeks go by as I just gawk, and smile suggestively and NOT have the Balls to talk to him. (I know, ME! Can you imagine. I grab Jodi by the ass in front of her husband without shame and I can't talk to a boy.) I know he knows I'm watching. They were late one night, and I was saying "I'd like to take him home, tie him to something and make him my bitch." JUST as they walked by. I know he heard me, although I don't know if he knows it's about him.
Next week, under Jodi's threats of confronting himn FOR me, I finally make a move. I was actually dancing, to Nick Cave, with LizGoat and Jedi, and HE was dancing behind me. Despite dancing all naughty with LizGoat *evil grin* I kept looking back at him. And Smiling. And he didn't SEEM to NOTICE!. OK maybe idgnoring me, but me and Liz doing a Naughty dance? I began to question his sexuality. But, not daunted yet, I tried again. Nick Cave went into "Another World" by Beborn Beton. I think Chris was trying to kill me. Anyway. I danced by myself, watching him do the "white boy shuffle". He has rythym, i don't get that whole thing. So I smiled at him, walked up to him, put my hand on his shoulder and got him to move with the beat, instead of against it. He smiled at me, but couldn't look AT me. I gave him some space, feeling like perhaps I'd violated his space, and waited for an invitaion to return. He smiled again, and then saw RB walk by. He practically PULLED RB between us. My term for this is "Ran Like a Bitch" I was SO damn disappointed. For the rest of the evening, I questioned whether or not they were both gay. I don't like going where I am not wanted.
THEN.
Lately, CB has been drooling. Over a woman. I can NOT remember her name for the life of me. She is a regular at ManRay and Ceremony. Raver type dancer, currently with knots in her hair. REALLY nice. She yelled at me one night for not dancing more, becuase I was beautiful and a great dancer and WHY don't I dance MORE!?! *grin* She is friends with RB and CB had a MASSIVE crush on her. It's obvious. She dances, he dances, near her. She goes for water, he goes for water. Etc etc etc. Breaks my heart. Even the outfit from last Friday, where I had, literally, YARDS of boobs, went unnoticed (OK I know he noticed. It didn't make any difference)
This brings us to last night. I was having corset problems and was in the bathroom with Amanda. Cool Chick (or now CC) walked in, and we were talking about how she can't wear corsets, how cute I was, how cute she was, how Amanda should shut UP becuase she's not TOO thin. Finally I said, OK I need to ask you something. I gave her a quick outline of above.
She laughed. And said I know he likes me but I;m just not into that type of guy. She told me about how after Hell Night, she got a ride home with them. RB called her later on, and told her that CB could only talk about her, and how he had just realized what a "subby" he was, becuase of all the thoughts of what he wanted done by her.
I looked at her and said "That's SUCH a turn-on!"
And it was. I'm scared at how much. He's shy. Quiet. And not as young as he could be, he can at least drink legally. So he's not a young as some of the others. I think she's going to help me with him. RB was there last night but not CB. I was VERY upset. I had to content myself with watching Ben dance all drunken stripper. So it was basically a normal night.
I know RB wants to approach me, and I don't know how I feel about this. I like CB, very much, but I won't add a new crew to my life just becuase I want one of them. He hangs out with, to put it bluntly, dorks. I'm not talking geeks, I'm talking dorks. Never seen a woman naked dorks. Gamer dorks who don't let girls play D&D becuase they are icky. (Not gamer dorks who LIKE it when their girlfriends game)
I'm baffled what to do. I don't want to go out tomorrow, but maybe I should drop by ManRay in case he goes. Or I can wait and see what comes up.
BTW CC is so going to be a friend. I do like her lots. She's neat. We were talking about Cute Boys, and she admitted to a little crush on Adam (yes YOU Mortis boy). How cute he is. I stood back , grinned at her and said, "I've seen him in a towel." We got the strangest looks by others walking in becuase we couldn't stop giggling about it.
*sigh* Need boy in my closet to play with.
I do the watching thing at ManRay. Percy has said to me "I ask you because you know everyone." and it's true, I at least know of pretty much everyone. I knew about most of Netgoth, and Spies before getting there. And the ones I didn't know about, well it's not like they actually are around anyway. BUT, back to Cute Boy. I started watching him, and noticed his patterns. He shows up pretty early, about 9:30, with his friend.
I have nicknames for people at ManRay I don't know, to more easily have conversations about them. In that manner I began calling this pair the Cute Boy (being the cute boy) and the Round Boy (being, well, the round boy) While I'm not exactly proud of that, I pointed them out to Kat who said "Yup, I know exactly who is who."
So, Round Boy, is what I would call an eager social climber. He talks to everyone. I'm actually surprised that he hasn't found Ben Rodda and been introduced around, but I usually monopolize Ben when he approaches my corner, so that's not too surprising. *grin* I sit on thew side, near the dance cage, and they sit further into the corner. I first becuase aware of Round Boy's eagerness, after talking about him with Trish, a friend-in-law (first a friend of a friend, and now mine too)who was sitting watching while I was off socializing and he started talking to her. She says he's nice, but I can't shake the "mover/shaker" feeling I get from him. I don't see him being all that interesting. But, I am willing to get to know him first, if only becuase he's Cute Boy's friend.
Cute Boy lives in Southie *ack* and Round Boy lives north, and is the driver. They come and go on RB's schedule. They constantly leave about 10 minutes to 1, which never lets me get up the balls to talk to him. They sit, they chat, RB works the crowd while CB stands by quietly or dances. CB is VERY shy, which you can tell just by looking at him.
OK fast forward. Weeks go by as I just gawk, and smile suggestively and NOT have the Balls to talk to him. (I know, ME! Can you imagine. I grab Jodi by the ass in front of her husband without shame and I can't talk to a boy.) I know he knows I'm watching. They were late one night, and I was saying "I'd like to take him home, tie him to something and make him my bitch." JUST as they walked by. I know he heard me, although I don't know if he knows it's about him.
Next week, under Jodi's threats of confronting himn FOR me, I finally make a move. I was actually dancing, to Nick Cave, with LizGoat and Jedi, and HE was dancing behind me. Despite dancing all naughty with LizGoat *evil grin* I kept looking back at him. And Smiling. And he didn't SEEM to NOTICE!. OK maybe idgnoring me, but me and Liz doing a Naughty dance? I began to question his sexuality. But, not daunted yet, I tried again. Nick Cave went into "Another World" by Beborn Beton. I think Chris was trying to kill me. Anyway. I danced by myself, watching him do the "white boy shuffle". He has rythym, i don't get that whole thing. So I smiled at him, walked up to him, put my hand on his shoulder and got him to move with the beat, instead of against it. He smiled at me, but couldn't look AT me. I gave him some space, feeling like perhaps I'd violated his space, and waited for an invitaion to return. He smiled again, and then saw RB walk by. He practically PULLED RB between us. My term for this is "Ran Like a Bitch" I was SO damn disappointed. For the rest of the evening, I questioned whether or not they were both gay. I don't like going where I am not wanted.
THEN.
Lately, CB has been drooling. Over a woman. I can NOT remember her name for the life of me. She is a regular at ManRay and Ceremony. Raver type dancer, currently with knots in her hair. REALLY nice. She yelled at me one night for not dancing more, becuase I was beautiful and a great dancer and WHY don't I dance MORE!?! *grin* She is friends with RB and CB had a MASSIVE crush on her. It's obvious. She dances, he dances, near her. She goes for water, he goes for water. Etc etc etc. Breaks my heart. Even the outfit from last Friday, where I had, literally, YARDS of boobs, went unnoticed (OK I know he noticed. It didn't make any difference)
This brings us to last night. I was having corset problems and was in the bathroom with Amanda. Cool Chick (or now CC) walked in, and we were talking about how she can't wear corsets, how cute I was, how cute she was, how Amanda should shut UP becuase she's not TOO thin. Finally I said, OK I need to ask you something. I gave her a quick outline of above.
She laughed. And said I know he likes me but I;m just not into that type of guy. She told me about how after Hell Night, she got a ride home with them. RB called her later on, and told her that CB could only talk about her, and how he had just realized what a "subby" he was, becuase of all the thoughts of what he wanted done by her.
I looked at her and said "That's SUCH a turn-on!"
And it was. I'm scared at how much. He's shy. Quiet. And not as young as he could be, he can at least drink legally. So he's not a young as some of the others. I think she's going to help me with him. RB was there last night but not CB. I was VERY upset. I had to content myself with watching Ben dance all drunken stripper. So it was basically a normal night.
I know RB wants to approach me, and I don't know how I feel about this. I like CB, very much, but I won't add a new crew to my life just becuase I want one of them. He hangs out with, to put it bluntly, dorks. I'm not talking geeks, I'm talking dorks. Never seen a woman naked dorks. Gamer dorks who don't let girls play D&D becuase they are icky. (Not gamer dorks who LIKE it when their girlfriends game)
I'm baffled what to do. I don't want to go out tomorrow, but maybe I should drop by ManRay in case he goes. Or I can wait and see what comes up.
BTW CC is so going to be a friend. I do like her lots. She's neat. We were talking about Cute Boys, and she admitted to a little crush on Adam (yes YOU Mortis boy). How cute he is. I stood back , grinned at her and said, "I've seen him in a towel." We got the strangest looks by others walking in becuase we couldn't stop giggling about it.
*sigh* Need boy in my closet to play with.
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Date: 2001-02-15 09:35 pm (UTC)and as for your last paragraph.... I'm not saying anything. just grinning. :)
Pah!
Is a boy who is just a playtoy worth that much effort?
Of course, that's rhetorical...I've never had a playtoy so I don't know. :P
It's cool that you got a friend out of it, though.
I have this hilarious vision that RB is going to fall in love with you, though. Hee!
Re: Pah!
Date: 2001-02-16 07:14 am (UTC)i have one and he's a lot more than just a playtoy.
(of course he's a switch too, but so am i)
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