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tiamatladyrunning later than I wanted for work again.
This is getting ridiculous. I don't know what's worse, the fact that I have to share my space with people who don't live here (my sister is asleep in the living room, my nephew pokes his head in here once in a while to show me a new Pokemon he caught) or that is causes me to hide so much. I had things I should have done and felt unable to do anything like that. *sigh* I'm stuck in my room, feel like a second class citizen and don't even have the alone time to clean or make breakfast or whatever. On one hand, it's sad that I need to be "alone" for this, but on the other, why can't I have this?
I guess it makes sense that whenever I DO try and accomplish anything, I either get 1) bitched at for making noise (the sister) 2) interrupted a gabillion times (the nephew) or 3) interrupted and harangued at (the Unit)
I guess as much as I shouldn't do it, I need to move out. Maybe I can find a two bedroom and ask Ben if he wants to come back here. I think I could live with him, it would put us in a different place, but I think he's better off where he is, able to go "elsewhere" where thing would be better. I wouldn't want to lock him into a life like mine. *shrug* I want to live alone anyway.
Bah, I'll think about this later, I have to get to work.
This is getting ridiculous. I don't know what's worse, the fact that I have to share my space with people who don't live here (my sister is asleep in the living room, my nephew pokes his head in here once in a while to show me a new Pokemon he caught) or that is causes me to hide so much. I had things I should have done and felt unable to do anything like that. *sigh* I'm stuck in my room, feel like a second class citizen and don't even have the alone time to clean or make breakfast or whatever. On one hand, it's sad that I need to be "alone" for this, but on the other, why can't I have this?
I guess it makes sense that whenever I DO try and accomplish anything, I either get 1) bitched at for making noise (the sister) 2) interrupted a gabillion times (the nephew) or 3) interrupted and harangued at (the Unit)
I guess as much as I shouldn't do it, I need to move out. Maybe I can find a two bedroom and ask Ben if he wants to come back here. I think I could live with him, it would put us in a different place, but I think he's better off where he is, able to go "elsewhere" where thing would be better. I wouldn't want to lock him into a life like mine. *shrug* I want to live alone anyway.
Bah, I'll think about this later, I have to get to work.
