I am bored
Jun. 9th, 2003 05:59 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tiamatladyand I hope to gods my bosses don't ever read this.
I was posting earlier about how poopy I felt, but the BIG boss waltzed into my office just then, and i shut it downa dna can't for the life of me remember what I was writing.
heh. Probably for the best.
Today is defined as "not a good day" day. I woke up late, got moving late, got to work late. Then work is RUNRUNRUN, stop, RUNRUNRUN, stop. *sigh* I think I'd rather it be a nice leasurely stroll all day. I have to call one of my clients I haven't heard from in a while. I think I should be thinking about going in there and updating their files and stuff.
I'm hungry and have NO IDEA what to get for dinner. Goddess only knows when that's going to be, either. I want to stay in the office, and get some things done, before trekking home, so I can't say I'm too distracted to do them. then I'm considering holing up in bed, alone, and watching FOTR, or Yu-Yu Hakusho or something that I've been meaning to just sit and watch. *sigh* I hate being this tired. Hate it. Feeling listless, and not just unable, but unwilling to go anywhere.
There was this thing on MSN this morning on "Are you depressed?" and, given my recent feelings, I looked at it. Ten questions, very broad in theory, with warning signs. I answered most of them yes (like "Do you not enjoy doing or avoid doing things you once enjoyed?" Hell yes, even MR feels like work some times!) It's troubling that the "test" said I should seek professional help. I'm feeling down, yes, I'm overworked, have been since February/March. And I firmly believe that some people DO NOT function long term without some kind of help. But to allude that I'mone of those people, makes me doubt the whole thing (ironically, making me - more depressed!) bah, I should ignore it. I haven't done anything to right my situation, I need a break. I'm thinking about taking the whole week off around the 4th. I need Thursday, so as to travel to Montreal for the long weekend, and,apparantly Funker Voght is in MontrealSunday night, then come back Monday, see Bella Morte at the MidEast, then see them again at Haven, take Wednesday for myself and reclaim my work life Thursday. (Of course, even THIS doesn't work, but how about a nice fat "we'll see," huh?
Bah. I'm hungry. I want something not crappy, with some sort of rice side dish. I'm thinking about Indian take out. After I get my work done here, so I cna bring it home, eat while I post my stuff up to the board, then lie back and hopefully fall asleep early.
I really hate this. I should go out tonight, and I can't think of anything I'd ratehr not do MORE.
I was posting earlier about how poopy I felt, but the BIG boss waltzed into my office just then, and i shut it downa dna can't for the life of me remember what I was writing.
heh. Probably for the best.
Today is defined as "not a good day" day. I woke up late, got moving late, got to work late. Then work is RUNRUNRUN, stop, RUNRUNRUN, stop. *sigh* I think I'd rather it be a nice leasurely stroll all day. I have to call one of my clients I haven't heard from in a while. I think I should be thinking about going in there and updating their files and stuff.
I'm hungry and have NO IDEA what to get for dinner. Goddess only knows when that's going to be, either. I want to stay in the office, and get some things done, before trekking home, so I can't say I'm too distracted to do them. then I'm considering holing up in bed, alone, and watching FOTR, or Yu-Yu Hakusho or something that I've been meaning to just sit and watch. *sigh* I hate being this tired. Hate it. Feeling listless, and not just unable, but unwilling to go anywhere.
There was this thing on MSN this morning on "Are you depressed?" and, given my recent feelings, I looked at it. Ten questions, very broad in theory, with warning signs. I answered most of them yes (like "Do you not enjoy doing or avoid doing things you once enjoyed?" Hell yes, even MR feels like work some times!) It's troubling that the "test" said I should seek professional help. I'm feeling down, yes, I'm overworked, have been since February/March. And I firmly believe that some people DO NOT function long term without some kind of help. But to allude that I'mone of those people, makes me doubt the whole thing (ironically, making me - more depressed!) bah, I should ignore it. I haven't done anything to right my situation, I need a break. I'm thinking about taking the whole week off around the 4th. I need Thursday, so as to travel to Montreal for the long weekend, and,apparantly Funker Voght is in MontrealSunday night, then come back Monday, see Bella Morte at the MidEast, then see them again at Haven, take Wednesday for myself and reclaim my work life Thursday. (Of course, even THIS doesn't work, but how about a nice fat "we'll see," huh?
Bah. I'm hungry. I want something not crappy, with some sort of rice side dish. I'm thinking about Indian take out. After I get my work done here, so I cna bring it home, eat while I post my stuff up to the board, then lie back and hopefully fall asleep early.
I really hate this. I should go out tonight, and I can't think of anything I'd ratehr not do MORE.
