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tiamatladyI should have stayed in bed this morning.
Shut down the computer later than I wanted to, but earlier than last night. Curled up on bed, practically feel asleep during InuYasha, woke up, stumbled around a bit getting ready for bed, went to bed directly after Trigun, or, for the non-Anime Adult Swimmers, 1:30. This is a good hour earlier than the previous night (IE a step in the right direction)
This translates into me getting up - one houe LATER than the day before.
*sighs* I need a vacation. I was hoping just getting rid of my hell client would do the trick, but it's not. I'm tired, still have no energy, and, worse in my opinion, apathetic about it. I'm not worried that I'm getting into work super late. After the hell client, and another telling me yesterday that I was "flakey" at some points last year (No, this is NOT a panicky crying thing, this is a theme I'm working on here.) I'm truly troubled by this. I have no energy, and I don't know how to get it back. One solution is to stop being social and concentrate on work until things are back on track, except, HI, DID THAT, it didn't help. I do nothing, I don't see anyone, the only one I do see is CB and that's becuase he's leading me on a chase (Don't even get me started with HIM, I'm trying to keep the faith about him, but I talk about him like he's my boyfriend and he's NOT, and that was drilled home last night too. This attitude does NOT bode well for our relationship.)
I desperately need to get away. Somewhere were I can't do anything but relax. I love my friends, I love my job(s) but I don't know how much longer I can go on feeling this way without cracking.
Yargh, this got depressing. More later, after I work some and get a soda and an attitude adjustment. Oh, and maybe some candy! (OK, I know the soda and candy contribute to my energy level being low, but right now it's about comfort, and I'm having a soda craving since I don't have any in the house.)
Shut down the computer later than I wanted to, but earlier than last night. Curled up on bed, practically feel asleep during InuYasha, woke up, stumbled around a bit getting ready for bed, went to bed directly after Trigun, or, for the non-Anime Adult Swimmers, 1:30. This is a good hour earlier than the previous night (IE a step in the right direction)
This translates into me getting up - one houe LATER than the day before.
*sighs* I need a vacation. I was hoping just getting rid of my hell client would do the trick, but it's not. I'm tired, still have no energy, and, worse in my opinion, apathetic about it. I'm not worried that I'm getting into work super late. After the hell client, and another telling me yesterday that I was "flakey" at some points last year (No, this is NOT a panicky crying thing, this is a theme I'm working on here.) I'm truly troubled by this. I have no energy, and I don't know how to get it back. One solution is to stop being social and concentrate on work until things are back on track, except, HI, DID THAT, it didn't help. I do nothing, I don't see anyone, the only one I do see is CB and that's becuase he's leading me on a chase (Don't even get me started with HIM, I'm trying to keep the faith about him, but I talk about him like he's my boyfriend and he's NOT, and that was drilled home last night too. This attitude does NOT bode well for our relationship.)
I desperately need to get away. Somewhere were I can't do anything but relax. I love my friends, I love my job(s) but I don't know how much longer I can go on feeling this way without cracking.
Yargh, this got depressing. More later, after I work some and get a soda and an attitude adjustment. Oh, and maybe some candy! (OK, I know the soda and candy contribute to my energy level being low, but right now it's about comfort, and I'm having a soda craving since I don't have any in the house.)
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Funny you should mention this
Date: 2003-06-04 10:57 am (UTC)Re: Funny you should mention this
Date: 2003-06-04 11:10 am (UTC)I'm supposed to go to Montreal 4th of July weekend.
I'm still thinking about going to Dragoncon at the end of August.
I want to go to NYC, but stay with Aimee, and just hang out.
When I'm talking about relaxing, I mean find a tiny motel with cable, sit and drink soda and eat ice cream and NOT COME OUT for 3 days.
but - NYC is always tempting. Email me with any details you can think of.