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tiamatladyThe fact that, once I do one thing, I remember 5 things that STILL need to be done, and 10 things I should have done BEFORE I did the one thing!
Kinda depressing, actually. THIS is the reaosn I should just up and quit. I don't get anything productive done, I feel like a giant failure, and it's just never DONE completely. it's not easy working on the same thing over and over again, and NEVER getting it right (Oh, and I think something else happened to the system, the data, I SWEAR is different. I think he needs someone in here full time, and that person is NOT ME!) I actually think that I doing too much, that I'm doing things that should be on the daily activites of the people who work here, and that I should be CHECKING their work. BUT, if I ever say "hey *blank* can we add this to your list?" I get SUCH massive attitude and "I'm TOO busy!" Well, maybe you wouldn't be if you came in for than 2 days a week, OR you stopped printing out picture of, or dealing with your kids and gradnkids for FIVE FREAKING SECONDS!
But look at me, surfing and LJing. becuase I'm totally overwhelmed byt he sheer amount of crap I'm supposed to do. I SHOULD just get to it, but I'm so TIRED of just getting to it, I find myself unable to.
it's a conundrum.
And I'm hungry, and some ugly dude hooted at me when I walked in, not that Im wearing anything that I SHOULD be hooted at, I get the feeling he doesn't see women much, AND the security guy is someone I know, someone from LARPing and the club, and has caused me to lock my office door behind me, since i have no faith in his ability to protect me from the Hooter. And if ANYTHING happens to my car, he's a dead man, that would be a promise. (OK, he's AT LEAST fired, I mean, isn't it his JOB to look)
And HEY APPARANTLY MY DAY JUST FREED UP SO MAYBE I CAN JUST WORK ALL DAY!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
The last thing anyone should do is PISS ME OFF right now!
I'm going to go kill fluffy, cute things again.
Kinda depressing, actually. THIS is the reaosn I should just up and quit. I don't get anything productive done, I feel like a giant failure, and it's just never DONE completely. it's not easy working on the same thing over and over again, and NEVER getting it right (Oh, and I think something else happened to the system, the data, I SWEAR is different. I think he needs someone in here full time, and that person is NOT ME!) I actually think that I doing too much, that I'm doing things that should be on the daily activites of the people who work here, and that I should be CHECKING their work. BUT, if I ever say "hey *blank* can we add this to your list?" I get SUCH massive attitude and "I'm TOO busy!" Well, maybe you wouldn't be if you came in for than 2 days a week, OR you stopped printing out picture of, or dealing with your kids and gradnkids for FIVE FREAKING SECONDS!
But look at me, surfing and LJing. becuase I'm totally overwhelmed byt he sheer amount of crap I'm supposed to do. I SHOULD just get to it, but I'm so TIRED of just getting to it, I find myself unable to.
it's a conundrum.
And I'm hungry, and some ugly dude hooted at me when I walked in, not that Im wearing anything that I SHOULD be hooted at, I get the feeling he doesn't see women much, AND the security guy is someone I know, someone from LARPing and the club, and has caused me to lock my office door behind me, since i have no faith in his ability to protect me from the Hooter. And if ANYTHING happens to my car, he's a dead man, that would be a promise. (OK, he's AT LEAST fired, I mean, isn't it his JOB to look)
And HEY APPARANTLY MY DAY JUST FREED UP SO MAYBE I CAN JUST WORK ALL DAY!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
The last thing anyone should do is PISS ME OFF right now!
I'm going to go kill fluffy, cute things again.
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Date: 2003-05-25 12:24 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-05-25 12:31 pm (UTC)and, I'm still supposed to go to Greg's, although I'm sitting here debating it.
PLUS, I'm still PISSED beyond all belief and depressed on top of it. I don't think a club is a good idea right now. Oh, and I'm hngry too.