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tiamatladyThis fast connection thing could get addictive.
I have to force myself offline to go to bed, I haven't forgotten the price of my freedom, and the need to go into the office at a reasonable hour tomorrow. No sleeping all day. Besides, going in means I have the freedom to see Lou on Monday.
I hope noone's angry with me, about Lou. That I'm pushing everyone aside, yet making time fot him. Please understand that I'm not making time for him, I'm pushing aside my apathy for him, and trying not to snap HIS head off in the bargain. And it's only because my seeing him is brief, and he's heading to Ranger School and another couple of months of not talking to him. I don't want ANYONE to deal with me right now, I think if I stopped hiding, and started out, I'd be a REAL bitch *grins* and I don't want to lose any more friends. Let me finish this stupid client, and get some work done, AND get some personal work done, and THEN I'll be better, I promise.
And I'm trying to score with CB. I KNOW some of you understand THAT need!
OK, I'm going, I need to go find something to watch for about an hour, I don't want to be up all night.
I have to force myself offline to go to bed, I haven't forgotten the price of my freedom, and the need to go into the office at a reasonable hour tomorrow. No sleeping all day. Besides, going in means I have the freedom to see Lou on Monday.
I hope noone's angry with me, about Lou. That I'm pushing everyone aside, yet making time fot him. Please understand that I'm not making time for him, I'm pushing aside my apathy for him, and trying not to snap HIS head off in the bargain. And it's only because my seeing him is brief, and he's heading to Ranger School and another couple of months of not talking to him. I don't want ANYONE to deal with me right now, I think if I stopped hiding, and started out, I'd be a REAL bitch *grins* and I don't want to lose any more friends. Let me finish this stupid client, and get some work done, AND get some personal work done, and THEN I'll be better, I promise.
And I'm trying to score with CB. I KNOW some of you understand THAT need!
OK, I'm going, I need to go find something to watch for about an hour, I don't want to be up all night.
