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tiamatladyJust as I was sitting down to update last night, LJ became, well, Me (evil, tempermental bitch who won't do any work *evil grin*) So, due to my addiction, I'm going to post a shorter version here, potenially paused here and there for "boss walking in" breaks -
- I'm still bored and clumsy at work. Problems give me headaches. I'm planning on taking some time off, I actually have a plot to do this the first week of June. And, before anyone asks, unless I have already made plans with you, no, I do NOT want to do lunch, or dinner, or "hang out"; this time off is for ME to regain MY composure, and do some things I've been putting off, like CLEANING OUT MY ROOM, and starting to list things on Ebay, and raiding my closet. I know I've been a beyatch. I know I've been avoiding people. I'd like this to stop, but I actually need to WANT to see people before I can.
- Still thinking about last night's Buffy. LOVED the hallway scene, Loved Willow, wished Kennedy was DEAD *gack* Upset about some of the casualties (not all the newbies made it out alive, and I liked the dead ones), loved Spike, LOVED Angel. It tasted of Joss, of Season One, and I, for one, am glad Buffy is finally getting what she's always wanted - Her Own Life. It's not just about her saving the world, again, anymore.
- So, back to the other day. Lou and Howie fracked with my day, I neaded home about 5:30 and got a call at about 6:15, about "what's going on." OK, screwed out of the movie, no word from CB. Why don't I have dinner with them? OK, so I book home, in Really Bad traffic, get ready, he calls back - they're eating in the North End. Um, Hello, where do I put my car? Oh, OK well, we'll just meet you at Ceremony - Yes they effed my program up AGAIN!![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
maudlinkitty will tell you how I looked after that. I heloed her pick out an outfit, then headed in, confronted some stupid jocks, and sat in Ceremony til about 12:45, when I said "Gee could we leave shortly, I'm bored, tired and still have to drive you home." To which H said "*confused* Why? Lou drove us here." This was NOT what Lou had told me earlier. So, he was properly apologetic, he knows how stressed I am, and figured he'd "save me the trouble." I asked him to stop helping. *grins*
- Then we have CB, whom I must have sent no less then 5 messages apologizing for letting Lou screw up his day. To FINALLY get an email from him saying "Oh I was stuck elsewhere til 10AM, so no big deal." Um, HELLO, you would have STOOD ME UP, if Lou hadn't messed with my program? Look, he was stuck, OK, no problem, what am I supposed to do about it, especially now, no harm no foul. But, he's VERY CAVALIER about not being able to call, as if it's NOT a problem. if I have plans with someone, and I'm going to be LATE, I frelling call, and if I have to cancel, I let people know. hell I let people know TOO MUCH information. I didn't even know he wasn't going to be around, and I don't know how to communicate that this is something I SHOULD have known, without sounding controlling. If there's a chance you're breaking our plans WITHOUT NOTICE, I think there should be some sort of warning, even if it's just "Hey, I'm busy during the day, I MIGHT not make it back in time, just so you don't think I'm dead in a ditch." I think it's my Catholic (guilt) upbringing talking.
- Still haven't seen the Matrix yet. Thinking tomorrow would be good, then emailing CB ALL KINDS OF SPOILERS *evil grin*
- I got my new corset yesterday, as well. *swoon* It's BEAUTIFUL! It's very heavy material, and I dunno how much use it's going to see (So, for the person who made this statement, who will remain nameless, no, I will NOT be having sex with you, in it. It's too damn WARM!) it's VERY long lined, and it came with A LOT of lacing. I need to take it to K's place, and have her and roomie J look it over for me, it seems to be a bit much in the lacing department. I'd LOVE to wear it tonight, but I'm having a *bloated* day, so the idea of strapping myself into something that prevents me from sitting, isn't a good idea. We'll see.
OK, I should work, my lunch will be here soon *evil grin* I'm ever so Corporate Goth today, I even wore my "corporate whore" heels, with sheer stockings. I need a slip for this skirt tho. I have to bill some people, so I can pay off some things, and buy a slip, and some other naughties.
- I'm still bored and clumsy at work. Problems give me headaches. I'm planning on taking some time off, I actually have a plot to do this the first week of June. And, before anyone asks, unless I have already made plans with you, no, I do NOT want to do lunch, or dinner, or "hang out"; this time off is for ME to regain MY composure, and do some things I've been putting off, like CLEANING OUT MY ROOM, and starting to list things on Ebay, and raiding my closet. I know I've been a beyatch. I know I've been avoiding people. I'd like this to stop, but I actually need to WANT to see people before I can.
- Still thinking about last night's Buffy. LOVED the hallway scene, Loved Willow, wished Kennedy was DEAD *gack* Upset about some of the casualties (not all the newbies made it out alive, and I liked the dead ones), loved Spike, LOVED Angel. It tasted of Joss, of Season One, and I, for one, am glad Buffy is finally getting what she's always wanted - Her Own Life. It's not just about her saving the world, again, anymore.
- So, back to the other day. Lou and Howie fracked with my day, I neaded home about 5:30 and got a call at about 6:15, about "what's going on." OK, screwed out of the movie, no word from CB. Why don't I have dinner with them? OK, so I book home, in Really Bad traffic, get ready, he calls back - they're eating in the North End. Um, Hello, where do I put my car? Oh, OK well, we'll just meet you at Ceremony - Yes they effed my program up AGAIN!
maudlinkitty will tell you how I looked after that. I heloed her pick out an outfit, then headed in, confronted some stupid jocks, and sat in Ceremony til about 12:45, when I said "Gee could we leave shortly, I'm bored, tired and still have to drive you home." To which H said "*confused* Why? Lou drove us here." This was NOT what Lou had told me earlier. So, he was properly apologetic, he knows how stressed I am, and figured he'd "save me the trouble." I asked him to stop helping. *grins*- Then we have CB, whom I must have sent no less then 5 messages apologizing for letting Lou screw up his day. To FINALLY get an email from him saying "Oh I was stuck elsewhere til 10AM, so no big deal." Um, HELLO, you would have STOOD ME UP, if Lou hadn't messed with my program? Look, he was stuck, OK, no problem, what am I supposed to do about it, especially now, no harm no foul. But, he's VERY CAVALIER about not being able to call, as if it's NOT a problem. if I have plans with someone, and I'm going to be LATE, I frelling call, and if I have to cancel, I let people know. hell I let people know TOO MUCH information. I didn't even know he wasn't going to be around, and I don't know how to communicate that this is something I SHOULD have known, without sounding controlling. If there's a chance you're breaking our plans WITHOUT NOTICE, I think there should be some sort of warning, even if it's just "Hey, I'm busy during the day, I MIGHT not make it back in time, just so you don't think I'm dead in a ditch." I think it's my Catholic (guilt) upbringing talking.
- Still haven't seen the Matrix yet. Thinking tomorrow would be good, then emailing CB ALL KINDS OF SPOILERS *evil grin*
- I got my new corset yesterday, as well. *swoon* It's BEAUTIFUL! It's very heavy material, and I dunno how much use it's going to see (So, for the person who made this statement, who will remain nameless, no, I will NOT be having sex with you, in it. It's too damn WARM!) it's VERY long lined, and it came with A LOT of lacing. I need to take it to K's place, and have her and roomie J look it over for me, it seems to be a bit much in the lacing department. I'd LOVE to wear it tonight, but I'm having a *bloated* day, so the idea of strapping myself into something that prevents me from sitting, isn't a good idea. We'll see.
OK, I should work, my lunch will be here soon *evil grin* I'm ever so Corporate Goth today, I even wore my "corporate whore" heels, with sheer stockings. I need a slip for this skirt tho. I have to bill some people, so I can pay off some things, and buy a slip, and some other naughties.
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Date: 2003-05-21 11:21 am (UTC)she's WAY too hot to be dead. serving me drinks in my back yard, fine. but not dead.
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Date: 2003-05-21 11:31 am (UTC)But Andy can't play with her *evil grin*
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Date: 2003-05-21 11:59 am (UTC)ball gag? did you SEE the sex episode? now, if she was gagged, she couldn't have done all that willow licking!
but yes, i think she'll make a lovely cabana girl ;)
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Date: 2003-05-21 12:09 pm (UTC)However, I WILL protest that I DO prefer Cabana Boys, especially a certain CB who is pissing me off right now. Unless we're talking Dita, or Evil Willow, or Anna, or that Afro'd woman from Lenny Kravitz's band. Then Cabana grrl is fine (That Afro's woman is HOT - go check out the "Are you Gonna Go My Way?" video - Yum yum yum!)