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tiamatladyThis is what 8:30 AM looks like.
Hmmmmm.
I started waking to my alarms, and my TV, which, as usual, has Buffy mornings on it. It's the episode where Tara's family come for her. I STILL want to beat the crap outta her brother, I think Xander should have kicked his ass. Anyway, I came awake, in time to watch the end. I'm thinking that is the key, I need to WANT to get up, work isn't enough of a reason. I have no fear, I'm not losing my job(s) if I'm late, that's obvious. It's taught me bad habits, that comfort.
The odd thing about it is I was up til 1:30AM. I was wrong, the first ep of InuYasha was last night, and it's pretty OK. That's not the point. I've gone to bed earlier and gotten up later and been twice as tired. What's up with that?
Oh well, I'm going to go sit in bed for a little while longer, probably with my appointment book trying to write in what I've been doing that I forgot to book, so I can come back here and print an invoice for tonight. Maybe do some work. It'll be OK if I don't, but I'd like to. Then I need a shower somewhere in there.
Hmmmmm.
I started waking to my alarms, and my TV, which, as usual, has Buffy mornings on it. It's the episode where Tara's family come for her. I STILL want to beat the crap outta her brother, I think Xander should have kicked his ass. Anyway, I came awake, in time to watch the end. I'm thinking that is the key, I need to WANT to get up, work isn't enough of a reason. I have no fear, I'm not losing my job(s) if I'm late, that's obvious. It's taught me bad habits, that comfort.
The odd thing about it is I was up til 1:30AM. I was wrong, the first ep of InuYasha was last night, and it's pretty OK. That's not the point. I've gone to bed earlier and gotten up later and been twice as tired. What's up with that?
Oh well, I'm going to go sit in bed for a little while longer, probably with my appointment book trying to write in what I've been doing that I forgot to book, so I can come back here and print an invoice for tonight. Maybe do some work. It'll be OK if I don't, but I'd like to. Then I need a shower somewhere in there.
