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tiamatladyNot a good feeling for the new year, is it?
But, to be honest, I feel less about the new year, eash year. For me, it is a moment of dread, since it represents the turning of my work year, for taxes, so therefore it's not something I can look forward to, or be enthused about. Perhaps April 15 is more like my new year, or perhaps Samhain itself. It's odd that I almost feel like my mood and my life are tied to the seasons, I never really realized that before, and it's a slow dawning. The winter is so dark, I get bitchier, I couldn't score for the life of me. Then, sometime during March, things start to look better, anytime before that it's nervous breakdown time. May had always been my best time, when I feel alive and predatory. I met Marc and Lou during ne my my "May Ruts." And I think knowing Lou was, and is, one of the best things that ever happened to me. The summer makes me feel sluggish, and then a brief respite in Autumn, then it starts all over again, come Halloween.
Ack, I'm starting to wax poetic. And I HATE that about some LJ's so I need to stop, I don't want to start sounding pompous (Yes, I know I AM, I don't need to sound like it)
Anyway, tonight is about goofing off, and loafing. I can drink some, perhaps I'll have one of those big blue thingies, and see how it goes. Then tomorrow's yearly brunch at the Casa de Chaos, whom I forgot to call before London,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
poetman anything you want to me to tell them/not tell them? *evil grin*
My morning client had called me yesterday regarding an "ice storm" and how she didn't think she'd be in work anytime early. I told her my afternoon client had rescheduled, so I had all day. She called at 9:30 to say she was in. *makes a face* I tried to get up, but something had me up til 2:00 AM, hmmm, maybe it was TASUKI? Yes, yes it was. I should take it with me to the brunch, but, I'm going to only try to stay for about 2 hours or so, I want to come home and chill before hitting ManRay. I wonder if CB is finally going to reappear. With the holidays and work and the skiing I think he's doing, he's been incommunicado, and I think it's past time we had a chat. But I'm not going to run around after him and try to drag him into one.
I have to call Lou tonight too. I have a bad feeling about his potential work assignments, I'll be disgusted if he's relocated somewhere hot and sandy again. He's wasting time, courtesy of the Army, it's not like he's just a grunt. They should provide him the specialized training he needs, seriously. *shrug* I have no concept how the Army works tho, so I really can't do anything more than bluster and make "hrumph" noises.
Bleh, I need to get moving. Maybe I'll write more later. I hate sluggishness in the mornings. Maybe I need to stop turning on my computer in the mornings. But it's not like I have access at all my clients. Mondays would be super sucky. hell the Internet is a huge sucking demon for me. Oh well.
But, to be honest, I feel less about the new year, eash year. For me, it is a moment of dread, since it represents the turning of my work year, for taxes, so therefore it's not something I can look forward to, or be enthused about. Perhaps April 15 is more like my new year, or perhaps Samhain itself. It's odd that I almost feel like my mood and my life are tied to the seasons, I never really realized that before, and it's a slow dawning. The winter is so dark, I get bitchier, I couldn't score for the life of me. Then, sometime during March, things start to look better, anytime before that it's nervous breakdown time. May had always been my best time, when I feel alive and predatory. I met Marc and Lou during ne my my "May Ruts." And I think knowing Lou was, and is, one of the best things that ever happened to me. The summer makes me feel sluggish, and then a brief respite in Autumn, then it starts all over again, come Halloween.
Ack, I'm starting to wax poetic. And I HATE that about some LJ's so I need to stop, I don't want to start sounding pompous (Yes, I know I AM, I don't need to sound like it)
Anyway, tonight is about goofing off, and loafing. I can drink some, perhaps I'll have one of those big blue thingies, and see how it goes. Then tomorrow's yearly brunch at the Casa de Chaos, whom I forgot to call before London,
poetman anything you want to me to tell them/not tell them? *evil grin*My morning client had called me yesterday regarding an "ice storm" and how she didn't think she'd be in work anytime early. I told her my afternoon client had rescheduled, so I had all day. She called at 9:30 to say she was in. *makes a face* I tried to get up, but something had me up til 2:00 AM, hmmm, maybe it was TASUKI? Yes, yes it was. I should take it with me to the brunch, but, I'm going to only try to stay for about 2 hours or so, I want to come home and chill before hitting ManRay. I wonder if CB is finally going to reappear. With the holidays and work and the skiing I think he's doing, he's been incommunicado, and I think it's past time we had a chat. But I'm not going to run around after him and try to drag him into one.
I have to call Lou tonight too. I have a bad feeling about his potential work assignments, I'll be disgusted if he's relocated somewhere hot and sandy again. He's wasting time, courtesy of the Army, it's not like he's just a grunt. They should provide him the specialized training he needs, seriously. *shrug* I have no concept how the Army works tho, so I really can't do anything more than bluster and make "hrumph" noises.
Bleh, I need to get moving. Maybe I'll write more later. I hate sluggishness in the mornings. Maybe I need to stop turning on my computer in the mornings. But it's not like I have access at all my clients. Mondays would be super sucky. hell the Internet is a huge sucking demon for me. Oh well.
