I swear, if giving birth is ANYTHING like the feeling I Have now, I can't imagine anyone surviving it. (and I am NOT putting down any mommy on my list. I just feel - I dunno)
The damn thing that's eaten my soul for the past few weeks is in a FedEx package to go to the client. The phone is blessedly quiet for ONCE, and without this weight on my back I can see clearly the list of things I'm doing.
Just for posterity, this week has been HELL.
(preface this with my usual noonish to 8ish at CPA #2 on Saturday last. I needed to do some shopping and Naruto was getting to a good fight. Gaara got handed his ass. Nice. Needless to say I didn't want to miss the ep. So I left earlier than I would have.)
Sunday - worked DayJob from around 2PM to 7. Needed to stop and eat. Pretty much fell over at home.
Monday - worked DJ from 9:30, cancelled on CPA #2, took an hour lunch (dammit!) and went through til about, erm, 9? Maybe 9:30.
Tuesday - worked 9:30 to 6:30, drove to client office, and worked til 8:30. (Client has given me a raise, given me carte blanche on when I come in, and told me to add a half hour of travel time to my invoices, per week. He REALLY wants me to stay and if I ever made noises about needing a job, any job, I could probably train in a new career there. Except it's sales and it sucks. But you see my point. Anyway.) That was my EARLY night. I made Sloppy Joes that night.
Wednesday - worked 9:30 to 6ish, drove to CPA #2, got a sub for dinner, and worked CPA #2 7 to 11.
Thursday - started at 9:30, cancelled on my evening client (although I did some updates for them, which I need to continue on tonight) and worked til 10:30. Stopped for Chinese which I swear is still sitting in my gut. And I ate it all too. *sighs* But probably not good eating that late, that much. But it was effing good.
Today - Thinking about leaving at SIX, OMFG NOWAI?!! I went out and got a new modem and router at lunch, and I want to at least test the router stuff tonight.
Tomorrow - work at CPA #2, potentially long. I kinda want to make up the time I missed on MOnday.
Sunday - have client meeting at 3. Am hoping to be fired. Am beyond OK with that. I do have some other stuff to do too, for peeps that have been waiting far too long.
OK - back to work for me! Just got a thing in my inbox that needs doing.
But you know, writing this out is good - I do SEE that I have a reason for feeling the way I've been feeling. I'm not crazy.
The damn thing that's eaten my soul for the past few weeks is in a FedEx package to go to the client. The phone is blessedly quiet for ONCE, and without this weight on my back I can see clearly the list of things I'm doing.
Just for posterity, this week has been HELL.
(preface this with my usual noonish to 8ish at CPA #2 on Saturday last. I needed to do some shopping and Naruto was getting to a good fight. Gaara got handed his ass. Nice. Needless to say I didn't want to miss the ep. So I left earlier than I would have.)
Sunday - worked DayJob from around 2PM to 7. Needed to stop and eat. Pretty much fell over at home.
Monday - worked DJ from 9:30, cancelled on CPA #2, took an hour lunch (dammit!) and went through til about, erm, 9? Maybe 9:30.
Tuesday - worked 9:30 to 6:30, drove to client office, and worked til 8:30. (Client has given me a raise, given me carte blanche on when I come in, and told me to add a half hour of travel time to my invoices, per week. He REALLY wants me to stay and if I ever made noises about needing a job, any job, I could probably train in a new career there. Except it's sales and it sucks. But you see my point. Anyway.) That was my EARLY night. I made Sloppy Joes that night.
Wednesday - worked 9:30 to 6ish, drove to CPA #2, got a sub for dinner, and worked CPA #2 7 to 11.
Thursday - started at 9:30, cancelled on my evening client (although I did some updates for them, which I need to continue on tonight) and worked til 10:30. Stopped for Chinese which I swear is still sitting in my gut. And I ate it all too. *sighs* But probably not good eating that late, that much. But it was effing good.
Today - Thinking about leaving at SIX, OMFG NOWAI?!! I went out and got a new modem and router at lunch, and I want to at least test the router stuff tonight.
Tomorrow - work at CPA #2, potentially long. I kinda want to make up the time I missed on MOnday.
Sunday - have client meeting at 3. Am hoping to be fired. Am beyond OK with that. I do have some other stuff to do too, for peeps that have been waiting far too long.
OK - back to work for me! Just got a thing in my inbox that needs doing.
But you know, writing this out is good - I do SEE that I have a reason for feeling the way I've been feeling. I'm not crazy.