I got my phat check today.
It's in the bank, and I'm paying bills.
Now I've overpaid (overpaid means more than my usual "I'm broke" amounts of $20 plus interest) on my credit cards, but I'm hoping to not use them. BUT, they're there if I need to. Like for gas or food. Or buying a meal for a CB so he'll put out *grins* (Or maybe a certain redhead *evil grin again*) I also sent (am sending) an actual large payment to the dentist. That way, they're not mean to me. I have money left, but I need brakes, and I'm wondering if I shouldn't cut something short. I will have some $$ coming from the asshole client, and I'm thinking I might bill my biggest client twice a month, like their payroll. I might do that JUST to get more caught up. Maybe pay some to D, maybe more to the dentist, then there's my other student loan which is kicking back in, AND Xmas shopping.
I finally feel almost caught up. This is the first time I haven't had to skimp on a bill just to eat, or feed my car. This is very precarious, but if something goes wrong I'm OK. PLUS, the money I spent at BJs is in the freezer, in the form of foodstuffs. I need to supplement what I have, but I think that will be minimal.Cereal and milk, salad, or something fresh for dinner. I do need some other supplies - girly things, more conditioner, and contact lens stuff. AND the eye doctor - but I think I'm going to use my newly paid cards for that.
I hate this feeling, but it's almost over. I have to take care of some things, but I think I'm on my way to being OK. I have long terms plans and some things that need doing. Saturday I'm going to finish putting things to my sales journal and pimp my ass off. And I'm probably going to drive down to the Cape office to do some work, since I"m not going tomorrow. PLUS I might have tempted CB into coming for the ride. THAT would be nice - there's a couple of places I'd like to show him. I'd LOVE to be in a position where I can honestly offer up NYC next month, even if just for a weekend, even if just for myself.
Let's see how things go. I feel very empowered at the moment. But not stupid enough to invite anymore crap. *grins*
Bed soon, after I do some movie research. Steak and BJ. *laughs* MAYBE if someone is lucky. *smirks*
I wonder what brought this feeling on? I feel like something that was causing me to be off balance has clicked into place. Strange. Well the subconscious will figure it out.
It's in the bank, and I'm paying bills.
Now I've overpaid (overpaid means more than my usual "I'm broke" amounts of $20 plus interest) on my credit cards, but I'm hoping to not use them. BUT, they're there if I need to. Like for gas or food. Or buying a meal for a CB so he'll put out *grins* (Or maybe a certain redhead *evil grin again*) I also sent (am sending) an actual large payment to the dentist. That way, they're not mean to me. I have money left, but I need brakes, and I'm wondering if I shouldn't cut something short. I will have some $$ coming from the asshole client, and I'm thinking I might bill my biggest client twice a month, like their payroll. I might do that JUST to get more caught up. Maybe pay some to D, maybe more to the dentist, then there's my other student loan which is kicking back in, AND Xmas shopping.
I finally feel almost caught up. This is the first time I haven't had to skimp on a bill just to eat, or feed my car. This is very precarious, but if something goes wrong I'm OK. PLUS, the money I spent at BJs is in the freezer, in the form of foodstuffs. I need to supplement what I have, but I think that will be minimal.Cereal and milk, salad, or something fresh for dinner. I do need some other supplies - girly things, more conditioner, and contact lens stuff. AND the eye doctor - but I think I'm going to use my newly paid cards for that.
I hate this feeling, but it's almost over. I have to take care of some things, but I think I'm on my way to being OK. I have long terms plans and some things that need doing. Saturday I'm going to finish putting things to my sales journal and pimp my ass off. And I'm probably going to drive down to the Cape office to do some work, since I"m not going tomorrow. PLUS I might have tempted CB into coming for the ride. THAT would be nice - there's a couple of places I'd like to show him. I'd LOVE to be in a position where I can honestly offer up NYC next month, even if just for a weekend, even if just for myself.
Let's see how things go. I feel very empowered at the moment. But not stupid enough to invite anymore crap. *grins*
Bed soon, after I do some movie research. Steak and BJ. *laughs* MAYBE if someone is lucky. *smirks*
I wonder what brought this feeling on? I feel like something that was causing me to be off balance has clicked into place. Strange. Well the subconscious will figure it out.