tiamatlady

Jun. 30th, 2004

"Whoa."

LEO (July 23-Aug. 22): Astronomers recently discovered a planet-like world orbiting the sun beyond Pluto. They called it Sedna, a name they said was derived from the Inuit deity that created the Arctic's sea creatures. They didn't realize that the myth of Sedna is far more complicated. She is the Dark Goddess, embodiment of the wild female potencies that are feared yet sorely needed by cultures in which the masculine perspective dominates. Dwelling on the edge of life and death in her home at the bottom of the sea, Sedna is both a source of fertile abundance and a mysterious prodigy. Shamans from the world above swim down to sing her songs and comb her long black hair. If they win her favor, she gives them the magic necessary to heal their suffering patients. In the coming weeks, Leo, Sedna is your special ally. Call on her power as you work to cure the part of you that you've thought would always be wounded.

Yikes.

Anyway, must get going to client. Not looking forward to another day of old people sex speed work. But at the moment, I need the hours, so sit and stare I will. I hate, no, LOATHE that. It's one of the driving reasons behind me NOT wanting a 9 - 5; the sheer boredom of being A/P sometimes is overwhelming. Once the catchup stuff is done, you're just - routine. And it sucks. I swear, today I'm finding the bank statements and at LEAST doing that - I like doing that.

I'm tossing the idea of not going out tonight around. There's the cover, and I REALLY REALLY want a drink. There's $12 I really don't have. I don't have a lot to get through the week with, and I don't get my first post month end check til Tuesday. (Maybe Monday, once I get the work done today, I'm going to see if we can meet Monday, so I can potentially meet a new client then bomb down to the Cape, but if I do that I can't make the evening meeting.) I guess I'll reevaluate after finishing the work. See there's also $20 the Unit owes me from some stuff I got in England, and I still have some CDs I've been asked for. But, as I've learned from a couple of clients, I can't count on anything.

Bah, I need a shower. I definitely want coffee this morning. I have two dollars for that.

Current Mood: contemplative

( Test results under cut )

In other news the job is boring AND annoying. Seriously, if I didn't' know any better I'd swear this guy thinks I'm just a pretty face, My way of doing things annoys the fuck out of him. When I go to explain something, he interrupts me half way. he actually said :OK ok ok." earlier while I was trying to ask something. *shakes head* THEN, as I was figuring out the A/P module WIHTOUT his help, I asked about a big difference on something and he said "Well WE HAVE TO know about this *glares at me*" Hi, that's why I was asking, fuck you very much. Fucker. Pig Fucker. And I get to go do this tomorrow. He says "Well if you're not careful all this mediocre stuff will take up the whole day." Um, NOT after I get it organized, pigfucker. *sighs* I've only known him two days and I don't like him. He's annoyed that whatever system he had in place broke down. So now he has to train me. Which ISN'T that big of a deal. But I have to remember one of my best clients I didn't like in the first couple of weeks - until she trusted me to get stuff done she was particularly anal. But I have a sneaking suspicion I'm not long for this job. After I've reorganized and all.

I have to run out and get money. I need a drink. I should be taking a shower, but I might wait til I get home post ManRay. My boots are in the car so I need to get those anyway.
Bleh.