I think

that I need something to work towards.

so, after the following things are done:
- Pay off D for London/Scotland
- Pay off Bret for Madonna
- Pay at least SOME to poetman for my ticket last year
(JEEBUS am I a leech or WHAT!?!)
- Pay for my arm twisted corset from _amaranthe_ (No really, I want it, I love it. I DO!)
- Buy my everyday corset (which I might be able to guilt the unit into paying for. I made mention of how I want either a Gameboy Advance or XBox (BOOBIES!) and she started telling me how long it had been since I'd gotten a gift from her and her BF. Ummm, OK, guilt yourself...)

These are all things I've committed to.

Once I've done all those things, I can put away and sell some stuff
and buy this.
Well those. And not the woman, I don't have enough money for her.
And not the skirt, I certainly have the skirts for it.
feline what do you think - is this too low on my hips? I dunno about bending in it. I might have issues with that point. But I LOVE the style of the corset JUst on the small Asian woman in the picture before, the point hits her crotch.

*shrugs* It might be unlikely, but for now, I can work towards it.
I probably should be in bed. I'm just starting to get tired. I shouldn't have napped.

Ooookay

had a bit of a deflate today. The client I interviewed with last week decided on another bookkeeper. I'm shocked as I thought I had that one wrapped up except for the hours. However he did say he went with someone with experience in his field. I half expect him to call in six months. *lol*

This means I need to stay and milk my boring as old people client. *sighs* The schedule is difficult at best to work with. *sighs* Maybe I should open that bookstore - I could hire some morning help then take over til later. I need some clients I can do at home. That said, I emailed back someone who expressed interest last week, and implied I could work at home. We'll see, it took me a bit long to get back to her.

Head on Adult Swim last night
Hedonism Bot - "I apologize for NOTHING!"
I like that.

I'm now super late. I woke up late, I need to NOT nap this afternoon and go to bed at a reasonable hour. Effing 3 Am is scary. When I have a client who WON''T understand tomorrow.

I now have a whole day off next Tuesday. I wonder which of my clients I should work at. I can't make personal plans until I see if anyone needs me.

Hee hee hee

Can I get an "YAY EVIL!"
*giggles*

Well

I'm of a couple of different moods minds here.

- I got a call from another potential client I responded to this morning. I have a meeting for Thursday, and this is an AT Home kind of thing. Should work out. So Yay that.

- I saw a comment that made me MADDER THAN HELL. And then I saw another one - both of which are attempts at mindfucks and MAN am I pissed.

- I got some information that I'm NOT going to share around, but it builds on my pissed off attitude. Not because of what I'm missing (because believe me, if what I THINK is true is true, I do NOT want to be in that situation) but because of the SHEER STUPIDITY of it. Lesson taken from this? Not ALL the bad things my friends do, that affect me, need to affect me. I didn't do this thing, and it's not quite my choice the way things have gone. But I can't do anything about zir's STUPIDITY (did I mention zir is stupid?) And you know, that's fine. I find it's retroactively applying to some stuff that happened a couple of years ago - my friend had something crappy happen, but handled it very badly. It had nothing to do with me and he handled ME badly. That isn't my fault and I don't need to feel guilty because they are still a childish slug.

I'll use a phrase I've been told a lot - Get Over It.

I was hungry, now I'm not so much, I had a couple of Hot Pockets. But I think I need a steak, or tips or SOMETHING meat related. Hmmm, steak.

I have stuff to do that I need to get at I think. One of which is deciding on dinner.