ARGH!

Dammit, I never should have called D - now I'M a packing mess!

- spent too much money but not evil bad. I haven't been asked for money from D yet, and, after my planned spending, I might not have as much to give her, but I'm sorry I do what I gotta. I'll get it when I get home, I have checks coming to me that will make up the diff.

- didn't get the right adapter. I'm sorry, I need it I have to find one tomorrow. Damn Ghetto Target! They had everything but what I wanted. I'd rather spend the $30 on the adaptor than $30 a DAY ON BATTERIES! (Which reminds me - pack the charger and the extra battery) I bought one, but it doesn't convert the CHARGE, just the plug. I'm pretty sure that won't fly.

- My mother informed me we are "living in Sodom and Gamorah" and that everything was all wrong and everyone sucked. Basically, in the end, after I gaped and then grilled, she's pissed that the "gays" will have the right to collect Social Security for spouses, when she, who "put up with" her boyfriend and never married him, won't be able to. I told her she should have married him and she said "that's not the point." I reminded her that some gay spouses have been denied entrance to their spouses sickroom due to them not being family, SHE said that was the family's problem, not the state's. I also told her SHE could be denied entrance to her bf's hospital room since SHE was not family or his wife, and it was back to "shut the fuck up."

It's ALL ABOUT MONEY with my family. What are YOU doing for me? What is it gonna cost me? What do _I_ get out of it? Do YOU get something I don't? You DO? Well, we can't have that. Isn't that SAD? That for my mother, and probably most of my family, their objection to same sex marriages will be about the money that might be taken away from them, more than their "religious" views. My mother tho, does think the mean protestor people should "leave the poor people alone." So she doesn't agree, but doesn't necessarily object, as long as SHE gets what's coming to her.

Ass.

- I want to clean and straighten and I'm running out of time. I'm getting hungry and need to stop for food. I'm contemplating an all nighter tonight. I checked the movies on the flight and they kinda suck. On the way HOME I have movies up the yin yang. I don't know if I can go all night, then have what will be a short nap, then go all day. Probably not a good idea.

I have to run some errands, get something to eat, stop at the ATM for some mad money cash, and the amount I'm putting aside for next weekend (or rather, the weekend after that *grins*)

Ok really

I want to go to bed
But there are things commanding to be done.
I fear sleeping at this point., I don't want to NOT wake up when I'm supposed to. *sighs*
I'm burning CDs, and straightening out my carry on. I should go take my contacts out for a few hours. I'm considering just Dumping all of it and going to bed RIGHT now.

I'm just not tired..........

Eeeep

I'm looking at this trip with trepidation.
I feel without a safety net. or maybe it's that I'm going with someone who can be very critical of my actions.
It's today, I'll be fine once we land.
But in the today? I'm nervous I don't have enough time to do what I need to , that I'm going to forget something important. I've already forgotten to send emails I wanted to, and not called some people I wanted to call. (lou in particular, Bret in another) I feel like I've flaked out on work, and some people.

I guess I'll relax once I get on the bus.

Now off to shower, and stuff, then to a client. I REALLY need to be out by noon, to have an hour to myself. PLEASE don't let my tire be flat, I don't feel like going to firestone now. *bleh*

ARGH!

I'm just - done now.

I feel like Ned Flanders.
"DIDDLY DOOODLY DIDDLY DIDDLY DOODLY!"

If I haven't gotten in touch with you, I'm sorry. Call me, before 5 today if you like. There are peeps I'm going to get to. kazama CALL ME - I'm missing your home number for some reason! or email me - Loose Tea, plus I haven't spoken to you in ages!

British peeps - we'll be about Cambridge on Wednesday and hopefully drinks near Victoria Station after 8PM on Thursday. Poke me, or poetman Whom I'm renaming "Your Cruise Director, Julie" (I'm kidding - but hopefully he knows this is "OMG MY CELL PHONE WON"T WORK" and not me trying to complicate his life. *evil grin*) OH and those who have it, can also call emarkienna althought he's at work. (Again, I'm trusting this is OK, but I have WAYS of making it up to him *EVIL grin*)

I'll be checking again before takeoff. Yes, I know I'm a loser.

Um, yeah. Pip pip, tea and crumpets and all that.
I got to call D now, but I'm making sure I'm ready before I do.

Meep!
Back later!