It's strange

When I want to do something, or need something, or just want to share something, I go back to the same people, even when they SO DON'T deserve it.

Like needing help with my computer rebuild, who I want to go to, whom I think "owes" me, so I don't bother my friends with too many stupid questions. I think this is why losing people is so traumatic for me, because I go to share with them, and can't and am reminded daily about them. Huh. Even when I'm angry I still want to make them happy.

That's SO got to stop.

I'm going to get away from the computer for a while. I have mini cookies. I may goof off tonight and clean tomorrow. I think I might take a ride down to Nantasket, later. With cookies. *grins*

Hmmmkay

So all my burning CD troubles were directly linked to the P.O.S. Iomega burner I had. THIS one, burned the two lists I chose in about 8 minutes each, the Anime themed one less than that. The other drive would stall out after about a minute and take 8 minutes to decide what it was going to do before spitting out the (now ruined) cd.

Best $17 I've ever spent, once I get the rebates back. They have a bunch more of them, at Microcenter. I'm glad I went with this one, and not the more expensive one with the DVD. Of course, if I ever get the nicer monitor, I might be sorry about that *makes a face* I spent "too" much but I consider it well spent.

I did quite a big of splurging today. Like on cold cuts, although those I've been craving, and on real pineapple juice. Also a craving. I totally forgot about getting soda, but REALLY wanted that pineapple juice. Weird. And the cookies, don't forget about those.

Yawning, but not tired. I want to take that drive, but I also want to go to bed, so I can get up earlyish and clean. The unit does NOT have a day off, bless the Federal government and the State Only Patriot's day!

whatever, I'm getting away from this thing, except for the burning items.

OK

This sleeping super late thing - it's been fun but it needs to stop now.
I've slept til 2 both today and yesterday, and it's not pretty. I really wanted to do laundry today, in fact require doing so, but I don't have time to run the whole load before I leave for an evening client (or maybe I WOULD if I got up off my ass and went and put it in! But honestly, I need to shower and dress before doing so, and that ain't happening. Actually what I SHOULD do is cancel my client tonight but you know, that's just wishful thinking - if I do that I have to go NEXT Monday after probably going to Neubauten the night before, with the Ranger and his boys (and probably his WIFE too - what kind of bachelor party is that?) and I think next Monday is a total wash. So to speak *grins*) I'd have to start laundry RIGHT NOW.

*hangs head*

Yeah yeah I"m going. More after the laundry is in and I've showered.

OK really

I should get moving, I need to shower, eat, put laundry in the dryer, clean up a bit, gather my laptop in case I need it, and take off about 4, to make sure I make my appointment at 5.

I was thinking about going to Ceremony tonight, but I'm not in the mood to dress up. especially without a decent everyday corset. I felt something pop out of my purple corset, which is still in the car. I very much LOVED the outfit I wore last week, but the corset is a bit snug. I need to spend the rest of the week planning out and initiating a nice diet, or at least some control. Lacking in cookies and ice cream. Or get up off my ass and do some walking.

I need to make a paper list of things that need to get accomplished. I'm "running out" of money fast, I'm trying to pay all bills early, which means having a buffer to pay bills that gets replenished. Case in point - all my bills for April have been paid. All of them. But I still need things and the car needs work. Yes, I've decided to keep the car. it's running pretty well since the oil change. Hence the need for a paper list, so I can add to it, and subtract from it.

Gah. Laundry to dryer, self into shower, sandwich to be made and eaten. Boring life to be adjusted.

OH - instead of going to Ceremony I think there will be SUSHI with Howie so he and I can talk. And that reminds me to send off that email to Lou's mom so I can tell Howie I did it *meep*

Dammit

I always
- start conversations I can't finish
- ask questions I really don't want answers to

I need a distraction.