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Just want I want to wake up to.
The final Season episode of Buffy where EVERYBODY gets it on.
I'd forgotten what a bunch of ungrateful bitches Joss made the cast into in these two eps. Let me get this straight - you make this girl a "Save the world" girl, you put all the world on her shoulders, you bring her back to life not once but TWICE, you make her get a job, take care of her stupid sister, tell her she sucks and yet she still saves your ass time and again and you CAN'T give her a moment of Faith? (No pun intended) Oh and by the way, she was RIGHT??? *sighs*
I've said this already but I can't deal with these mood swings - what am I a girl for Cripe's sake? *grins* My menstrual mood swings aren't like every 4 weeks like clockwork. I only go wiggins every few months. Although I DO know I am more sensitive "that time of the month", but it's almost like if nothing triggers me, I'm OK. However, if something does set me off, it all depends on which day it is, on whether I get furious, or break down crying. Sometimes It's very cold in here, when I can look at something logically, dispassionately, and say harsh things.
Right now I feel like that "pending" time of the month, waiting for something to piss me off. Yesterday wasn't - good. Yet this morning I know what I'm doing and am - eager. heh, it MIGHT have to do with parking. I seem to have issues when I have problems where to put my car. I don't like Cambridge/Somerville/Arlington for that exact reason. No Frigging Parking, and my car is my extension.
Speaking of which, I have to remember to ask around. I'm going to be looking for someone to diagnose my car (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
dancer I have questions for you later...) It has "issues" and now that it's paid off, and I don't have the note hanging over me, I might want to consider replacing it. I REALLY want a new car, but I've learned my lesson about going into things gung ho. with no financial backup. I don't want to feel buried by a note, especially with thinking about buying a condo. OK, maybe this is part of the safety issue I was thinking about yesterday. but I don't want to be burdened with a car payment I can't make. BUT, on the other hand, I require a car that I don't have to worry about. Baby has 185,000 miles on him. all mine. The engine is - younger *grins* But still at least 100,000 on it. (my car was brand new in 1996, one owner - me) So I need to decide if he's worth fixing, as in if I put a couple of grand into him and he'll be a "goer" so to speak for two years, maybe three. My other option is a used, preferably under $10,000. I've seen a black SC-2 Coupe online that looks about right, at one of the Saturn dealerships. Now I like my sedan, but a coupe for a couple of years might be - beneficial. I'd get that "sports car" thing out of my blood, I'd have a fairly new-er reliable car, at a price I can handle. Decisions, decisions. Anyway, I'd rather fix my baby, so we just have to see.
I need to get dressed, get to my client. Seeing me before 10 is going to give her fits. *grins*
The final Season episode of Buffy where EVERYBODY gets it on.
I'd forgotten what a bunch of ungrateful bitches Joss made the cast into in these two eps. Let me get this straight - you make this girl a "Save the world" girl, you put all the world on her shoulders, you bring her back to life not once but TWICE, you make her get a job, take care of her stupid sister, tell her she sucks and yet she still saves your ass time and again and you CAN'T give her a moment of Faith? (No pun intended) Oh and by the way, she was RIGHT??? *sighs*
I've said this already but I can't deal with these mood swings - what am I a girl for Cripe's sake? *grins* My menstrual mood swings aren't like every 4 weeks like clockwork. I only go wiggins every few months. Although I DO know I am more sensitive "that time of the month", but it's almost like if nothing triggers me, I'm OK. However, if something does set me off, it all depends on which day it is, on whether I get furious, or break down crying. Sometimes It's very cold in here, when I can look at something logically, dispassionately, and say harsh things.
Right now I feel like that "pending" time of the month, waiting for something to piss me off. Yesterday wasn't - good. Yet this morning I know what I'm doing and am - eager. heh, it MIGHT have to do with parking. I seem to have issues when I have problems where to put my car. I don't like Cambridge/Somerville/Arlington for that exact reason. No Frigging Parking, and my car is my extension.
Speaking of which, I have to remember to ask around. I'm going to be looking for someone to diagnose my car (
dancer I have questions for you later...) It has "issues" and now that it's paid off, and I don't have the note hanging over me, I might want to consider replacing it. I REALLY want a new car, but I've learned my lesson about going into things gung ho. with no financial backup. I don't want to feel buried by a note, especially with thinking about buying a condo. OK, maybe this is part of the safety issue I was thinking about yesterday. but I don't want to be burdened with a car payment I can't make. BUT, on the other hand, I require a car that I don't have to worry about. Baby has 185,000 miles on him. all mine. The engine is - younger *grins* But still at least 100,000 on it. (my car was brand new in 1996, one owner - me) So I need to decide if he's worth fixing, as in if I put a couple of grand into him and he'll be a "goer" so to speak for two years, maybe three. My other option is a used, preferably under $10,000. I've seen a black SC-2 Coupe online that looks about right, at one of the Saturn dealerships. Now I like my sedan, but a coupe for a couple of years might be - beneficial. I'd get that "sports car" thing out of my blood, I'd have a fairly new-er reliable car, at a price I can handle. Decisions, decisions. Anyway, I'd rather fix my baby, so we just have to see.I need to get dressed, get to my client. Seeing me before 10 is going to give her fits. *grins*
