Tired, restless, and bored

Seriously. I rush here, then I sit on my big ole duff, and don't feel like I accomplish anything. I left early on Friday to SIT in traffic, but at least I got stuff done, and managed to see people, and be confused by yet another anime.

Saturday was aborted work. I'm just too distracted. the rush off to ,lj user="scorched_angel">'s birthday "mob" to coin a phrase, and I had a much better time than anticipated. It just proves how much I need some down time.

Sunday was surreal, and full of driving. I woke up about NINE AM, immediately said "Eff this" and went back to sleep, til about noon. Woke up and lazed around, thought about getting dressed, then got a call from poetman which put me back about an hour. Didn't leave for Worcester til about 3, when I was supposed to be there. but I didn't want to be TOO early, since there was family and stuff, I didn't want to intrude. I get there, go around back to Lou's mom's BEAUTIFUL garden, and kinda wait, to be noticed. I think Lou thought I was someone else, since he saw me out of the corner of his eye (Cat like reflexes my ASS *grins*) then took about five seconds to actually LOOK and realize it was me.

*sigh* he's so cute, he and his dad were both wearing Ranger battalion t-shirts, it was like Ranger central with all the stuff.

Seriously, tho, I'd like to remind the peanut gallery that HE WANTED me there, and no amount of "GO AWAY, you're not welcome" vibes, or pouting, or sulking was going to do any good. I strained my good behaviour to it's limit. I'm very glad Howie needed to be picked up, it gave me a breather, and a much needed rant. I'm sorry, it's very hard to be civil when someone is sulking because I was invited. I really like his mom and dad, I should make more of an effort to visit with her.

I'm very tired, I'm not sure why, although I did do a lot of driving, and eating, enough to upset my tummy at 4AM. I barely remember stumbling to the bathroom, but I think that more had to do with the large glass of water I had right before bedtime.

Today is hopefully Revolutions, so I can finally read some spoilers, with Lou and Howie and CB (I kinda invited L & H along, but if CB doesn't like it, he can either NOT come, or say something. He's just my friend, it's not a date (repeat indefinately)) and then Ceremony, more for Lou than anything else. I'm hoping he's off to Rites of Spring, depending on a couple of phone calls being made in his behalf. I REALLY hope he's able to go, although he won't be at ManRay on Wednesday if he does. He NEEDS this, more than I need to see him. So he's hoping to get some dancing in tonight, obviously. Although I doubt we'll get there in time to see LostBoy from 9-10. I think what I'd like to do is see the movie in Randolph, I'll go home and get changed, Lou will take Howie home, or head to the club, and I'll follow once I'm ready. I didn't feel up to picking out outfits last minute.

And, of course, Howie forgot his phone in my car, so I can't even call them. I hope they remember to call me, buttheads.

It really is great to see him, all healthy, despite the weirdness of last night, which even HE sensed, I'm glad he was understanding.

OK, off to pretend work.

What we have here is, failure to communicate

So, the boys out romping, hopefully have not called YET. I'm planning on a 6:30ish show, having needed to make an executive decision at 3:30, so to email the CB.

and then the CB hasn't emailed me back confirming yes or no.

So, basically, I have NO IDEA what I'm doing.

I hate this. What is "Herding cats?" Alex? For $500?

the situation is aggrevated by the presence of H's cell phone on my desk, in the OFF position, becuase this POS Motorola will NOT turn back on after I turned it off last night. *sigh*

I can tell this isn't going to be good. I'll bet CB isn't wanting to be around more than me, and I know L & H are just dumb.